redang is a v.v.v.v.v nice place to relax=)

lets make it a every yr thingy ok love?or at least onces every two yr ok?=)

hugs=) i love u baby^^

who would have know, a rocky relationship have turn out to be such a wonderful relationship=)
we have fall together, cried together, laugh together and learn so much from each other=)
words cant describe how bliss n bless i feel now=)

baby=) u've no ideal, how special n loving u r to me=)

i love u i love u i love u=)

To all my most most beloved friends^^

I love all of you^^

To my one and only man in my life=)

U're the best thing that ever occur to me=)

ps com spoilt wont be online this few days anything jz cal me

M:"I'm going oversea soon"

Qi:"I going for a 4th honeymoon"

D:"Gonna bring kelly back to NY to rest"

M n D:"Going to thai"

M:"We save money go taiwan la~"--> as if i dun wan, but i'll be damn extra la.

M:"I going to my bf chalet"

G:"I'm going back to aussie to look for wayne!!"

Michelle:"I gonna stay put and look after the home, maybe get myself a small companion.I miss fifi...at least with him around, i know i'm not alone,someone to listen to me rant, lick my tears away, wags his tail when i'm happy"

And if anybody is going to say i think too much, Then do me a flavour, Touch your heart and tell me if you have ever lost someone or something so precious to you that you'll wake up in the middle of the night with tears in your eyes and feel so empty.

If you have den good for you, if not keep your mouth shut and burn in hell.

Angst - Cartoon

i miss fifi=/

Rihanna ft. neyo- i hate that i love you+ lyrics

Most prob the only song that can describe how i feel=)

Awww!!!My most most beloved possessions!!!

My butterflies ear-ring from GoldHeart=) love them^^!!!!A gift from myself=) after i recieve my 1st paid as a instructor=)

My Diamond ring and ear-ring from Papi^^ He's the sweetest!!!! I really treasure everything he give me^^

My wall cabinet=) all these photos are from a well know photographer - Ian Doyle frm the states=) He's my penpal=) we know each other when i was a tour guide=) and he's a really sweet man--> like santa clause^^ and will always write me letters^^ telling me how is his families and how his grandchildren are^^

1 year supply of shiseido products=) after a modeling competiton=)

Baby and i won this at the arcarde=) after my work at parkmall amore=) he surprise me with chocolates and we try out this machine at the arcade=) n we won quite alot of sweets n toys=) lol even the aunty say :"wow!! u guys very lucky ah!kp winning toys":P

Awwww....Baby's love all in a box:P He say something really sweet n corny :P but i love love love this gift from him^^ n yes baby It is Romantic^^, it's sweet n romantic=) n i cherish n treasure this more den the diamond:P

my manicure and pedicure indulgence^^

More of mine manicure and pedicure indulgence^^

This is what i read these few days=)

my messy drawer

This is something very delicate n heard frm papi, it originate frm a russian royal families=/ dunno how true is it:P

My caps n hats indulgence^^ i used to have more!!!i LOves them la!!!

More caps!!
My Bling Bling butterfly belt^^LOVE IT!!!a gift frm mummy^^Muackz love mummy^^

hahaha hmmm....ropes:P

more ropes:P velvet silk rope=) i like=):P

Cute rite!?!?!?! My fan^^ I got it few yrs back in bugis^^

My sunglasses!!! i use to have more=( all dunno go where liao=(

My daily indulgence^^

I cant live without these babies!!!!!

Yes yes i knw..i m a vain pot...i have more:P in the fridge=)mask n blah blah blah

ok...it's scary, i have so many thing...

My serums!!!!=)for my very sensitive skin^^

yes...that's the bunny aka kangeroon hairband my BF got it for me from ausie:P

My accessories hahaha alot right?

i used to have more la... My hairclips!!!!i lovesssssssssss wearing them out!!! I loves loves loves loves flowers!!!I LOVES to wear these lovely flowers on my hair!!!!Yes even when i love short hair=)

hahahah ;last but not least..my most most most beloved possession will be....

my lao gong>.<>.< hahahahha

BABY!!!!
Prime minister Lee just announce Sengkang and Punngol st21 area will be one of the "Top Investment Property area!!" lol QUICK!!^^ let's save $$ den buy a properly n rent n happily "money earn money^^"

Hey guys!!! i'll be conducting a pilate session on the 15 of sept.
It's a open class, i'm only taking in 6 students=) it's $40 for 1 hour=)
help me spread the news ard?=)
Thanks all!!!

Ai Zai Ai Ni

Baby i gonna marry you too=)
n we'll aim to retire by 42 ok?n spent the rest of our life together happily=)

Lindy send me this today=( she jz broke up with her fiancee...very upsetting for her and she send me this...it's kinda like a reminder what u love me for n wat u have been trying to tell me all this while=)

Guys,Realize that the girl holding onto u is
perfect in her own special way.
The way she laughs.
The way she sleeps.
The way she loves you.
The way she tries to please you.
Always remember that.
She can always get up and walk away,getting someone else who can love hermore.
For all you know,
there is someone outthere wooing her already,
but she isrejecting, a maybe perfect love forher.
There might also be someone out there.who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now.
Fulfill her every need and love her asmuch as she loves you.
Understand that.Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today, and youcheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal.
And then you run back to her.
And u do the same.
But you see love in her eyes.
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?
She loves you not because you are goodlooking, have money, buy her things,make her parents happy, or that youhavea car.
She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,everything you do.
Guys, cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love youthat way.
You won't wanna regret letting go ofthat special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the least you can do is to give herunconditional love as she has given to you.

this is me acting sexy:P

Liu de hua training..really damn suai lor!!!I"M LARRY LIU GROUPIE!!!

he can really draw!!!!!my baby is soooooooooooooooooooooo talented la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!can orgasm!!!

>.<>corde intro de$375 for 3day 2 nite in a villa^^!!! how ah??but $$ not enuff also..earn $$ more realistic...so that can come later

OH OH OH!!!!

I DIDNT KNOW MY BF IS SUCH A GD ARTIST LAR!!!!!!!!BABY I LOVE THAT PIC!!!!!!!!!!hehehhehe so proud^^ love the time we have in holland v=) so crazy , relax n fun^^ love everthing tat happen today!!!!!!!!MUACKZ I LOVE U!!!!!!!

and baby=) i love the way u massage my neck in the bus today^^*cuddle*

saw this frm some web

Angel fell in love with the demon and was banished to earth....as a punishment, she was to fell deeply in love with the demon but....

She would never ever gain his love and for each amount of love she put in, she will be hurt double the amount, so the more she loved the demon, the more she will be hurt...

Angel accept the punishment gladly, she thought love would conquer all, Demon would love her eventually. But she was wrong, she did not know that the pain and hurt were going to be so much...

Angel is dying, her heart is bleeding, her mental is failing...yet being immortal, she would not die, the punishment was not over yet....Demon would not let her go...

Demon lured angel back, thinking that demon have recalled their love, angel went back to him...By then her feathers had withered and would no longer fly...

Numbed by what demon does, she watches as he stabbed her and burn away her wings....no tears fell as her heart had died. The only thing that hold her together was a thought...a thought hold her together...to let her see her beloved demon as long as her eyes would open...

By then demon had crippled her wings n legs....she can no longer stand straight, she tried to hold onto him but he pulled off her right arm n let it bleed....

Angel keep looking on...memorising her love in to her mind...

Demon hated the way angel look lovingly at him...he felt guilty n angry thus he dug up her eyes and ate them.

Left with no eyes, one arm, no legs and wings, angel laid...

As she laid, she thought will the punishment ever end?? Will she ever be able to go back to heaven?? She had lost her wings...She felt ashame....looking at her pure fellow angels and herself, she became so ugly...

She tried to hide but she have nothing left to cover herself...

Angel used her only arm and feel demon's face, the face of her beloved and say,

" I thought my love would save you from hell, but in the end i had fallen myself and sinned...."

"you wanted me to go but i lost my wings ang legs, I have no place to go....yet now you wont even let me follow you to hell..."

"I wish I have eyes to see one last time my dear, for my ears played tricks on me, it let me hear the most nasty words, please take my ears, so it will stop lying..."

"for how would my love hurt me so,kiss my lips for i can feel my time is up and hug me one last time....pardon me, for i am left with only one arm and cant hug you back....Let my last mins be in your hug..."

"I will not hate you....my love will die, so will the memories...for to pay the price for being in your arms one last time, God had took it..."

"pardon me for not able to love you anymore as promised, for my heart had died and would not love again..."
With this..angel became silent....

I just wanna say...

=) i miss u baby=) i love u=) glad u like the turtle^^

To: Peter, Shawn, Cowe
Sorry=) but i'm already attached=)

Linkin Park remix: In the end - iM (Big Tone, Lee Han, PK)

damn zai, i will do this for my bbox competition.

Woo!!!happy!!!
Going for pole dance class now=) and lap dance on the 17 aug^^
and baby i wan you to be my audience=)

v.v.v.nice song!!!!!!!!!!!

Not Worthy - Meng Fei Chuan (Dream fm)Was hooked to this song the first time I heard it - very "realistic" lyrics (especially true for those who are constantly struggling to let go of their not-so-perfect relationships).Here's the romanized lyrics plus English translations for all the English-speaking people out there (like myself!) who would like to try out their singing in Chinese *grins*.Just don't let your partner next door kills you for repeating the song too much ONCE you get hooked to it like I did!Happy karaoke-ing!不值得 by梦飞船Not WorthyMeng Fei Chuan (Dream fm)除了想你 除了爱你Chu le xiang ni, chu le ai niBesides thinking of you, besides loving youhu ~ 我什么什么都愿意hu ~ wo shen me shen me dou yuan yihu ~I’m willing to do anything翻开日记 整理心情Fan kai ri ji zheng li xin qingFlipping through the diary, straightening up my moodhu ~ 我真的真的想放弃hu ~ Wo zhen de zhen de xiang fang qihu ~I really, really think of giving up你始终没有爱过Ni shi zhong mei you ai guoAll along, you have never loved [me] before你在敷衍我Ni zai fu yan woYou are patronizing me一次一次忽略我的感受Yi ci yi ci hu lüe wo de gan shouEvery time [you always] neglected my feelings我真的感到力不从心Wo zhen de gan dao li bu cong xinI finally feel helpless无力继续Wu li ji xuNo more strength to continue这感情 不值得我犹豫Zhe gan qing bu zhi de wo you yuThis feeling, is not worth it for me to hesitate不值得我考虑Bu zhi de wo kao lüNot worth for me to think over不值得我爱过你Bu zhi de wo ai guo niIt’s not worth it that I once loved you这种回忆 不值得我提起Zhe zhong hui yi bu zhi de wo ti qiThis piece of memory is not worth for me to mention不值得想起Bu zhi de xiang qiNot worth to think about不值得哭泣Bu zhi de ku qiNot worth crying for这段感情 早就应该放弃Zhe duan gan qing zao jiu ying gai fang qiThis feeling should be given up earlier早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹Zao jiu bu gai rang wo lang fei shi jian zhao qi jiThat way, early on it would have not wasted my time looking for a miracle这样的你 不值得我恨你Zhe yang de ni bu zhi de wo hen niHaving you like this, is not worth for me to hate you不值得我为你而坏了心情Bu zhi de wo wei ni er huai le xin qingNot worth for me to ruin my mood because of you我决定不为你而毁了心Wo jue ding bu wei ni er hui le xinI’ve decided not to let my heart break because of you放弃爱你Fang qi ai ni[I’ve] Given up loving you

Words best baby bboy-BooginsRoc-Zeekboogie

Cute Puppy

look like me^^ 1 word--> adorable!!!!!

cute puppy

i lovessssssssssssssss animals!!!!!!!!!!!

Love Me If You Dare / Jeux d'enfants - the dare of dares

very touching...very tragic...i'm a die hard romances..lol...

Better then sex,
Better then love,
Better then life itself...
I present to you...Love me if you dare...
http://www.paramountvantage.com/loveme/index2.html

haha sound like some trailer rite??^^
i simply adore this movie!!!but too bad,baby's working on that day...would be nice to have him to watch it with me thou=)

french movie-> dark romance...sad..tragic...yet sweet in a way...

hmmm...feel like going to holland village and esplanade library later...=)
feeling very...arty farty today:P hahaha

simply simply adore this movie...anybody who has this dvd or vcd can sell me????

PLs watch this french movie this sunday 9pm ok?????

Indian comedian Russel Peters on Chinese,Italian,and British

Justin Timberlake sexy back korean beat box

i wanna do something like this...a collab...niceeeeeeeeeee

hey peeps!!!!
long await for my entries huh??
lol jz wanna say....I"M IN CLOUD NINE NW!!!

"ring" "ring"
He call her "My dear natasha"
She's happy=)

this is no longer my own blog anymore

DDR: Amazing five year old kid.

he is damn good-_-...

This is so freaky accurate...scary...but now i do see how people see or deem me as...i jz got to learn n work to become a better person i guess=)

http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

You are feeling exhausted, worn out, drained.

You feel that far too much is being asked of you but you still want to overcome these difficulties and establish yourself despite the effect such an effort seems to have on you.

You are a proud person, assertive most of the time, but at this particular moment you are acting as if you have become resigned to the situation.

What you need is some tender loving care - a gentle pat on the head (or maybe a 'kick-up-the backside') and then you'll be raring to go.Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable.

You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.

You know what you want and you are very dogmatic and demanding - especially in your emotional demands.

You have specific ideas and beliefs and if these beliefs are not realised you can become extremely frustrated.

You may not be that perfect but you are looking for perfection with the perfect partner.You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it.

You are stressful, angry and disgruntled.

You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future.

You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache.

You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

QUEK CHOON GEOK YOU M***** F*****

OK..sorry guys i'm jz pissed rite now...

i love u baby

I'm having a new blog soon.
will come up with a code later.
you guys will have to decode 1st.

amazed-lonestar

so nice...=) very romantic song=) can u guys imagine this? a starry starry nite out at a beach=) a guy kneeling down n propose to u singing this song or just slow dancing with you to this song...=)

I just gonna learn to trust=)
I'm learning...not v.gd at it, but learning..=)
i knw i dun have the need to be so detail with u n tell u my love,
but i feel better if i do=)
maybe next time, we can try to meet up for dinner after ur class too?when u r free=)
i love u too=)

IN PRISON
you spend the majority of your time in an 8X10 cell.

AT WORK
you spend most of your time in a 6X8 cubicle.

IN PRISON
you get three meals a day (free).

AT WORK
you only get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it yourself.

IN PRISON
you get time off for good behavior.

AT WORK
you get rewarded for good behavior with more WORK.

IN PRISON
a guard locks and unlocks the doors for you.

AT WORK
you must carry around a security card and unlock open all the doors yourself.

IN PRISON
you can watch TV and play games.

AT WORK
you get fired for watching TV and playing games.

IN PRISON
you get your own toilet.

AT WORK
you have to share.


IN PRISON
they allow your family and friends to visit.

AT WORK
you can not even speak to your family and friends.

IN PRISON
all expenses are paid by taxpayers with no work at all.

AT WORK
You get to pay all the expenses to go to work and then they deduct taxes from your salary to pay for the prisoners.



Humm?Which Sounds Better?

So what are you waiting for.........

Kill your Boss

----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honestand loyal. Determined to reach goals. Lovesfreedom. Rebellious when restricted. Lovesaggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsbut rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy andreserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generousand sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle upfeelings. Observant and assesses others.

promise me you wont be like him...
i don't ever wanna lose u...

*Pas da tout is a good movie, set me thinking...scary...i'll learn...*

i'm really afraid that i'll lose u...
pls dun be like him...it's so scary...so disturbing...
i'm here for u...

This is for my man,

I purposely sneak out to use the computer here.

I just want you to know you're not alone, and you'll never be alone=)

i love you=)

This is where mich will be at today!!!=)
Happy hapPy!!!! Long time nv go out for spa treat le!!!
=) sign up a facial package ytd=)
very relaxing and good=)
Love pampering myself!!!
=) let me tell you more about this spa bouqutie!!!=)

Jz for $ 176 now GSS period there are having 1 for 1 promo=)
normally would be $176 per session=) expensive but worth every single cent!!!!

For $176, you get to do a 45mins body massage or a facial plus shoulder massage=)
follow by....the best part...
YOu get to use their spa facilities the whole day!!!!!
Jaccuzzi, Couple haven-->too bad baby ain't here to enjoy with me=/, but it's ok next time ok?=D
and unlimited flow of food!!!from ice-cream to many others food like oyster and all!!!
and....we can watch moive n slack there the whoe day!!!!

just go n see the webby ok????plsp pls pls!!!!

http://www.helioasia.com/index.htm

E greatest challenge in our life is 2 find someone who knows ur flaws n differences, yet still willingly embraces u w so much Luv

stupid B***cy!!!!!

STUPID B***cY!!!

If u wan a show so badly den go ask from people la!
dun come 1 BIG ROUND and say wow got show nv ask u come n u r jealous n all...
AS IF U ASK ME TO COME FOR YOUR SHOW~!

n i'm not charging people for my show, i just want to share with them my bbox thats all!

^%&*%$%^$%#&$ ^&^%^%$%#%#%)$#@#$@@#!S!@!@!#@!@!@ZZ!

last post for the day...

She hate herself...to make him feel so uncomfortable..
yet he say he love her, way too much to stop now...
she dunno how to react or say...
she feel so bad n guilty she hope he'll jz ditch her, so she'll feel better...
she love him...but she feel n think she's alittle too much for him to digest...

Earth-Fest 7/7/07 : Action for Climate Change will be held in Singapore from 7-8th July 2007 at One Fullerton and Merlion Walk, Singapore. The event, created to promote greater environmental awareness amongst Singaporeans, will be held to coincide with the global "Live Earth" – Concerts for a Climate in Crisis.


I really hope all of u who read my blog will do ur part and help mother earth..

and i jz receive a mail from a friend=)

she's asking me if i wanna go india with her from aug 31 to set 14...should i?it's 1400...i'll think over=) it's worth helping those in need thou...n i need a holiday...=)

i'm refering to my manager when i say the stress part

its 9 plus near 10 n i have yet to get my food...
i'm feeling damn piss now...
F*CK!!! I'M STRESS ENOUGH!!!
I DO NOT NEED ADDITONAL STRESS FROM YOU!!!

ok sorry...jz venting my frustration...
still have loads of work to do...
n i have yet to eat anything...

haiz

Found a super dope webby today^^
i'm starving now...havent been eating since morning>.<
will try to order food from this webby=) i'll let u guys knw how it taste later^^

http://www.dabao.sg/order.html
http://www.dabao.sg/pdf/Geylang%20Menu.pdf

i'm...slow...n dumb...
made him drop da bomb again...
i'm...tired...

Bbox Competition is on the 31st of Aug...

I've to polish up my skill...

i...want to win...=(

This is to my bf n those who travel alot

Out of curiosity,
I called the Translink enquiry line 1800-225-5663
it seems the undermentioned fact is absolutely true.
They charge one full fare + 63cents for second deduction if flashed at the front entrance door, but willing to refund if complaint is lodged at the above tele' number within 5 working days,

regretably who is so free to go through the process, so it's better to avoid such a catch. Maybe we should let more people be aware of the above misleading abovetransaction...............Helpful tips for those use EZ Link card.

To those who always use ez card. Like to bring to your attention on local bus service provider.

Normally, when you board the bus, you flash your ezlink card and move in and when you get down the bus, you flash your card again at the exit door(located at the middle of the bus).

We all know that if we forget to flash the card, full fare will be deducted from the card.Below is something not known to public:-But if you alight from the front door (the entrance) and you flash your card while exiting without informing the bus driver, the card will captureanother entrance fare instead of exit fare thus meaning that two full fares will be deducted from the card as no exit was being captured for thetwo entrances.

For example, you board a crowded bus at Pasir Ris (where it terminates at Jurong East) and decided to get down ten stops later.

If you flash yourcard at the front door without informing the bus-driver, a second entrance fare will be captured instead of exit fare thu s you are paying for twofull fares (2 X $ 1.90! = $ 3.80) instead of one fare (approximately $0.83).

This is a useful info. Here's the solution:-Go to the "big" machine

(ie machine for U to top up the card)

located at the MRT stations
.1) Insert your EZ link card
2) Press the function key "Check card"
3) Press "more"

The above function will show U the last 20 transactions.

Information on the fare deducted, bus no, boarding time and the boarding and alightingpoint will be reflected on the screen.

Hope the above information is useful to U.

Please pass this email to people you know so that they will not pay extra charges for nothing and burn a big hole in their pockets.

!Last but not least, call the hotline line:1800 767 4333 when the incorrect fares are deducted.

Damn funny

Lol i have a good luff today!!!!

A SUPER GOOD ONE!!!!!!

The Good Husband...

Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party.

As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed.

He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror.

Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner tonight. I love you, darling! Love, Jillian"

He stumbles to the kitchen and sure enough, there is hot breakfast, steaming hot coffee and the morning newspaper.

His son is also at the table, eating. Jack asks, "Son...what happened last night?"

"Well, you came home after 3 A.M., drunk and out of your mind. You fell over the coffee table and broke it, and then you puked in the hallway, and got that black eye when you ran into the door.

Confused, he asked his son, "So, why is everything in such perfect order and so clean? I have a rose, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me??"

His son replies, "Oh THAT!... Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your pants off, you screamed, "Leave me alone, I'm married!!"

Broken Coffee Table $239.99
Hot Breakfast $4.20
Two Aspirins $1.38
Saying the right thing, at the right time . . PRICELESS!!!

スコティッシュ・フォールド Scottish Fold

I muz Save money to get a flat of my own soon!!!den i can have this baby!!!!It's call scootish fold=) very playful n sweet temper=) awww........lovely creatures=) if only human being are like them..simple n ez to understand...den i wont have to crack my brain...

adorable baby kitten

baby drink milk!!!!!!!!so CUte^^!!!!!!!

The Weasley Kittens!

i loves loves loves these kitties!!!!

Min, stop your nonsense

woke up in the morning n my spect is broken into half-_-
i muz have slp on my spect-_-how blur can i be???
>.< n now i got to wear my contact lense=( super pain
oh well...been thinking over if i should jz quit or continue with this job...
i think i'm going to quit..but i need to earn certain amt of money 1st before i quit...
else i'll have to live on bread n water everyday...

went for dear breakdance class yesterday.
enjoyed the class=) was simple,detail,natural n interactive=)
was a brief meet up, but m happy to see him.

lots of things have been happening his few weeks...

he had been very stress up.
i had been hurt.

but we're learning=)

wat other job can i take up if i wanna quit mindchamps?

i hate wearing makeup to work..n yet i got to...

i dun wanna work for 2-3 mths and i quit n i got to look for new job n start all over again...

i dun wan my family to look at me n think i cant work in a place for long...

as much as i wanna start up my own biz, i dun wanna get any money from my families, reason being even if i flunk in my own biz, i'm using my own $$ i do not own anybody any flavour or whatever.

it's only 9.35 now...

i can be easily content=)
i'm happy even if it's a short meet up=)
i truly am=)
you've no idea, how happy i am today=)
i truly m happy=)
i love u dear=)
whole-heartedly=)

[LOL!!!ROLF!!!]

To min min: I wanna thank you for reminding me I've a very honest boyfriend and if he propose to me right now, I'll say i do right away. Yes, He told me everything about you, including your msn conversation, yes even the one week affair you suggested to him=) really thanks for making me realise our relationship is strong enough to withstand any other temptations and most importantly, we have faith and trust in each other=)

To peiwen: My dear girl=) don't so rude ok? Just take it she's still young and lost and don't what she want ok? At least now you know what kinda man larry is=) you won't have to worry so much and can concentrate on your treatment=) I'm glad i've you as my best best best friend=) to be there and support me=)

To my man: I love you dear, thanks for being so ever honest=) i think we should thanks min min^^ she actually perk up our relationship in a way=) etc: she made me realise so many things like how honest u r to me, how exclusive we r , how much trust and faith we have in each other and most importantly she made me realise...i can offically tell my dad you're the man i can spent my life with lol!!!! =)

PS: Min min, just wanna let you know=)
I really really appreciate your help to help me "test" my bf in a way=)
I really feel very happy and secured=)
And i have nothing much to worry about=)

[She broke down...]

[She broke down..]

It was 7 in the morning,
She took a final look at her pup,
Tears filled her eyes,
Two years...and today is their last day together,
She took him out for their final walk...,
She is going to miss every single walk she had with him in the park.,
Upon reaching home,
She just lay on her bed,
With her pup beside her,
She soon get lost in her own world..

[At 8.55am...]
He texted her,
Asking if she wanted to have her breakfast,
She replied a no.
He reach around 9.30am,
She's glad to see him..
But she's lost and confuse...
She do not know how to react...
Can she cried?
Will he get irritated?
She wanted very much to just hug him and kiss him,
But somehow...
It just doesn't feel right..

[He's tired...]
His intinial intension was just to accompany her in the morning,
Send her to work,
And go home.
But she choose to take her off,
It has been a long time...
They last went out and date properly as couple..
It doesn't feel right..
But "Today is the only day i can have him all by myself", and so she thought.

[She ruined the day...]
She thought she's ok,
But she's not...
She didn't realise, she was living in her onw world the whole day.
Thus he doesn't feel loved.
He told her:"I'm sorry but i don't feel loved today"
She looked into his eyes,
Tears filled up her eyes,
He continued:"Maybe i worreid too much, but it seen to me you have this liking for girls."
Her heart shattered.
He then said:"I don't know who is the real you anymore, you have so many different personnal and i just want my simple and blur natasha back."
Her heart sank.

[She bursted into tears...]
She bursted into tears,
She cried:"You only claim you don't feel loved today, how about me?"
She continued:"I've been not feeling loved on and off for 3 weeks and today is the 4th weeks. How about me?How about me?and all of a sudden you have someone who give you hugs and kisses literally...How do i feel?you say you're predictable, but do you know the most predictable thing about you is you are unpredictable??"
She break down totally...

[He was shocked...]
He was shocked to heard that from her,
Hugs and kisses?
Who?
When?
He have been behaving himself lately,
He made a promise, never to disappoint her.
But who is so evil??
To seap sow between them??
He loves her so much,
But why is she feeling this way?
Did he really fail to shower her enought love?

[The moment...]
He hugged her tight,
He kissed her hand,
He said:"I love you for being silly and blur, i love you for who you are,and i'm soooo going to find out who is that evil person."

[It was an misunderstanding...]
He later found out,
It's one of his fans,
Who adore him,
And he made himself very clear to that fan of his.
He has got a girlfriend.

[It doesn't matter...]
She loves him.
He loves her.
That's all that matter.=)

some anonymous person sended me an email contain this link today~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?search=&mode=related&v=s52EidqcwWo

hmm...guys it might look lky porn but it's not,it's a vid of a guy cheating on his gf and got found out~

It's in spanish and the guy was screaming at his gf, den ask for forgivness and kp shouting "i love u" how disposable have these 3 words become?

[It's all about the moment...]

[It's all about the moment...]

She needed him to be there for him badly,
She is emotionally drain from her family,
She is mentally drain from her work,
She text him, "i hope i can be selfsih enough to grab a few hours from you, i yearn for your hug."
He replied,"go home dear, you are tired...rest well..hugs.."
She wanted to go home, but was being scream at when she called home.

Upset and Lost, she decide she need sometime to think over everything,
She wonder, why she can't get any of her close and loves one to be there for her when she need 1.
Then, she recieve a message.
"Beep"
A message from him!
He told her, he had just end his competition and ask her where is she.
She stare at the phone and wonder what to reply for god know how long.
And he text her again, "are you sleeping dear?"
She stare at the phone again, and press the button on her phone and text, "I'm at mac, stoning at my work area."
He replied,"You're going back to your depression again love...go home..."

After a few messages,
He texted her, "You can kid me but not yourself, you want to see me, and i'm now here for you. go home dear"
She took a cab home.
She wonder to herself, "how am i going to look i 'm ok?
What am i going to say to him upon seeing him, will he scold me?
is he getting annoyed with me?
i've been giving him so much problems and troubles, is he going to look at me like a xiao mei mei again?
i don't wanna go back to the past and let him think i'm a xiao mei mei...i know i've grown alot..but i'm just sad..i need him to be there for me...that's all...but am i being selfish?
he has his own work and life outside, will this take up his time?
is he going to hate me? does he still love me as much as before? "
All these thoughts came keep pouring into her mind.

The moment she alight from the cab,
She saw him.
He had been waiting for her at her void deck for hours.
she walk up to him,
she mumble "Hi"
He look at her and give her a "i don't know how to comfort you but i'm here" weak smile.
He pull her to him and hug her tight.
She cried.
He kiss her hair.
She cried.
He hold her hand.
She cried.
He just let her cry.

She is touched,
He came all the way down for her,
She loves him.
He's everything to her.

He loves her.

How much?
It doesn't matter

He loves her.

They need a retreat.

[It's all about the moment...]

will post a vid of me singing bizzare triangle love later.

i wan to be treated like a royal princess from some faraway lalaland.

i can be so selfish sometimes...

anyway...when i reach hm today...
happy to see fifi for another few more days b4 giving him away...
sad cuz he will be away soon...
greet mum when i came home but she choose to ignore me...
den she purposely pick a fight with dad...
den start to shout n scream...

this is the kinda home i dread to go back...

how diff is it?

to have a happy family?

to have supportive mum who is not superstitious?

dear all...pls lemme know if u guys need any part timer...

i jz wanna find another job to kp myself bz...

so i wont think so much when i'm alone..

n when i'm home i'll jz slp...

how diff is it to be happy?

hmm...was talking to a co-worker of mine today..

she told me she is migrating to canada=)

a great place to be=) good benefits from the country n all...

tats where i wanna retire=)

how abt u dear?

[It's just a pet...n so she say...]

i'm trying to be strong...i'm trying very very hard not to cry...
but somehow...tears still found their way...
my only companion thru my lonely nights is gone...
no more fifi..no more barking..no more playful winky game...
the pain...is...unbearable yet bearable...
unbearable becuz i can't believe my mum have to push me to such an extent...
just becuz of wat a stupid fortuneteller say...
bearable becuz..i knw i have to live with it...
cuz it's her house afterall..n i have no say at all...

[It's just a pet...n so she say...]

i was really bore at work and so i read up ur blog starting from june 2004.

i teared...yes i teared while reading ur past entries...

i understand why you dun like me to do silly thing like"remove ur top" last nite...

u were being tramatized...n impression wise...i understand now...

i understand why, you wan me to grow up and yet dun wan me to grow up...

you just wan a simple relationship=)a honest n simple relationship

i understand why, you dun wan me to expect too much...

you are just protecting me...

i understand why, you dun wanna promise me forever and likewise dun wan me to promise u forever...

you afraid that you might hurt me badly or one day i might hurt you badly too...

i understand it all now dear...

but i jz wanna love you and pamper you..like u've never been love b4...

let me try to slowly remove those unwanted stain from you past ok?

hugs...i want to lay and slp in ur arm, under the star, on the bed, on the sofa, in the train, on the bus, on a cruise...and u will just kiss my forehead and tell me you love me...hug me tight...snuggle me...and make love to me...the sweetest love ever...=)

hugs...my mum jz called...she's going to give fifi away now...while i'm at home...was sad..den suddenly numb...it's like how u miss orange dear...it's the same feeling ba..he was there for me when i have my depression..but mum kp emphasising that it's only a pet...hugs...

that's also one of the reason why i wanna take up breaking...
after fifi is rehome...i'll have to be home alone...with nobody to listen to me rant...
breaking is good i guess...i'll be super tired after breaking...go home just slp...
at least i can still get to see you train=)
i'm not learning to break so i can see u train dear=)
it's just something i wanna learn for myself=)
hugs...

i love you dear...

lemme knw how you feel or think in future=)

i might not ba able to help...but i'm here for u..dun keep everything to urself=)

n i dun need expensive ear-ring or flowers=)

i jz need u=)

hugs i miss those 3 special words that comes from you

what is wrong with me today...
1)wanted to sms bf that i'm going to visit joyce later..in the end send to joyce...joke of the day...
2)wanted to know if there's anything bothering bf...in the end i throw temper on him when he send me a 1 word mgs..
3)wanted to find someone to listen to me...but dad's bz, friends..erm...either working or MIA?bf bz too, sister...bz with bf n school and so i blog...ironic
4)bring my dog down for a walk today and got bang by a bike..ya a bike...but he was going slow..so slight bruises only...how considerate can biker be?he didnt even bother to ask if i'm ok and just ran away...wat the...freaking dulan now...
5)trying to bbox and i got electrocuted...n so even my mic is against me...
6)dunno where those sliming centre got my no..KEEP FREAKING ASK ME TO GO DOWN FOR THE TRIAL EVEN THOU I TOLD THEM LIKE DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES I M NOT INTERSTED!!!I VERY FAT MEH??????
7)ok...this is my blog...so...keep those hurtful comment to yourselves if u intend to say i'm childish or watever...yes i am now!!!so???i'm only human
PERIOD!!!!i'm going to shut my mobile >.<>

ok if anyone of u are going to say i'm selfish, childish, stupid, not understanding that kinda shite...PERIOD!!!den so be it~ i have a very very bad day today if you guys cant put yourself in my shoe den shut up!!!

=( jz wan him to tell me everything will be ok...not diff rite?sorry dear...i'm not in the right state of mind today...=(

hmmm...went to esplanade today..
a private event at singapore art cafe..
was fun=) but onces..i reach home..i realise it's not fun le..
i've 4 les/bi who added me on my msn...
who comment tat i look sexy/hot/cute/pretty
another 3 guys who wanted to get my no...

ok..so i'm cute/pretty/hot/sexy/desirable...

but...it's gigs and show i wan...not this kida nonsense...

gosh...wat is this man...

anyway i'm awarded the best dressed award!!lol well when i told my sister she told me...well..it's most prob becuz of ur top...-_- sian half...

ok so back to the les...we're talking right now...lemme see wat is she up to...maybe i can be like my bf..brainwash her lol...try...

peiwen...if u see this message now...pls call me...
i've been trying to reach you...but either ur phone is off or u hang up on me..
i'm not angry with u in the 1st place..was jz upset but afterwhich i really understand why you r so protective over me...
girl...i dun have any close friend anymore...fifi is gone..anglelina is gone..n u're my only close and best friend i have now...
there are things i can only relate to you and only u...
pls pls pls call me...
i'm waiting for ur call...

friends dun do that...
friend dun badmouth friend other half...
i can only say...i'm very disappointed in you...
this friendship..is over between us...i'm tired....

*i've a c*lebr*ty bf*
i was being approach abt 8 times today by a some bboy n gers wannabe, asking the same quests:)
"you're larry gf right??"
"your bf is larry the Bboy right??can intro me in FUYo????"
"hey, can i learn bboying from larry??"

hugs...i'm happy 2 b ur girl=)

den....i did something unexpected today^^
i volunteered myself n bbox!!!
wow!!!it's my 1st time volunteering and perform in front of so many pples^^ and i feel good=)
hugs, love u have no ideal how happy i was, when i saw u running to the front and cheer for me^^

hugs thanks for trying to be there =)

somehow...when a gf of mine told me what she saw last night...
i become numb...void of all feeling...

*i miss u...*
i saw this couple on my way back home today,
the guy was touching the girl hair, slaping her hand,hugging her waist and playing with her bag...n somehow i found myself tearing aittle..=) i guess they remind me of us and tat's how badly missed u r=)
*i miss u...*

next week...fifi will be going to a new home...
the only living thing that will jz sit n listen to all my woes n joy...
who has been living with me for the past 2 yrs...
who has been love deeply by me...will be rehome...
yes i'm refering to my dog...
guess...it''s better for him and me ba...

i dunno how u pple r going to look at me...
maybe...some will find it crazy that i love my dog so much...
some may even find it ridiculous...

but nobody knw how much fifi mean to me...
he was there for me when i have my depression...
he was there when i need a shoulder to cry on n i couldnt find any...

yes i;m crying over my dog now...

no comments is needed from u guys...

luff if u all wan...

i love my dog...

sry dear..hope u wont feel insecure...

it's 12.05am now...
cant slp....jaw hurts....teeth kinda hurt too...
realy tired but cant slp...
been thinking thry alot abt my work...
have been asking myself the whole day today...
is this wat i wan?
recongition and all...
yes..i'm really happy with wat i have nw...but wat if 1 day...i lost my ceo backinh?
wont i fall hard on the ground?
and nw...they're expanding to hongkong...which mean i have more opputunities....
but...thou i wanna grow with the company...and learn this trade.....earn more $$ for my family in futute...i dun wanna be mi**ch**ps slave...so contridicting rite?
i've seen how pple change becuz of $$ n politics...
i dun wanna be like them...
yet i'm working with the best of the best now...
will this be a blessing in disguse or wat?

=/ and today my ceo told me that fri night everybody will be going for the club house...even she is going too...i told her i dun wanna go...den she say...no matter wat...i like it or not...it's impt for me to knw i muz build up the rapport between me n the rest...

daddy also say the same...in biz world...to survive...u gonna play tough at time, you gonna play politic...n network...n since i'm like wat he say"sandwich between the upper n the lower" why not take this chances and build the rapport between them and move forward to be the upper...n yet still make myself know to the lower, thou i'm new and m being groom by my ceo, watever i do, my heart is still with the lower...

so chim...>.< ain't ez at all...how to not lose myself in the midst of all this?
i'm so worried...i'll lost myself n become some money eating monster>.<

god...pls send some angels to guide me thru this...

michio my hamster pass away this evening...
terrible headache since morning...
somehow jaw is aching too...
feverish n no app...
hugs...

*this might not mean anything to anyone of u*

i'm at work now...n suddenly i reeieve a call from my mum...

my world came crashing down....

Tonight was a huge success, i would say=)
charles and i had never ever expected we would be sooooooo overwhelm by all the applause and whistles and media producers,load of pples were just coming up to us, asking us to perform from them and all!!!!

it's indeed the most most memorable night ever...

thru out the show, i hope u were there to witness everything...n tell me how great it was...but i understand it's a crucial time for u too...i've so much i wanna tell you about...so many things i wanna shared with you...=)it's ok, all these can wait i guess=)

hugs pls do not think or feel i m expecting anything from you, upset with you, being *wei da* or watever negative tat can come to ur RAS system-->brain

i'm jz being nice=)haha

m looking forward to fri^^ day out with joyclyn=)

will somebody?anybody?COME N SAVE ME???
lol....i'm addicted to work...
RAS system...formulas...calculations...letters...everything is in my head...
i nv expect i never ever expect that i will say this...
but...i'm not enjoying my off day...
it's not becuz nobody acc me or whatever...
it's jz tat i've got greater satisfation at work...

plan plan plan michelle...

i'm planning but my brain can only direct me to work...

gosh...

hugz^^
thanks for coming down n surprising me dear=)
n u look cute in ur new spect^^
i enjoy the conversation we have today^^
it's really sweet n heart warming to know you stand up for me^^
hugs^^ m jz so happy nw^^
muackz!!!
i'm in an Exclusive relationship too dear^^*muacks*

bad bad bad bad headache...feel like my neck has dislocated...
nauseous...giddy...
i better behave n get soem gd rest...gosh....

How many girls will get to have a man searching for her high and low at the heart of orchard, in hope to bump into her and tell her, he love her and she's everything he ever wanted?

How many girls will get to have her guy to pop up at their workplace, everytime, she got a new job and it's the 1st day of her work as a form of encouragment?

How many girls will get to have a man to constantly remind her of how he actually fall in love with her because of her innocence and gentleness?

How many girls will get this kinda guy?

1'm one of the girl=)

i need to admit something...
i was at charles pub area sinces 745pm...
i purposely went there early...
in hope that my 6th sense is right...
i'll get to see u...
and...
i delicate a songs for you...
i was hoping to see you ard when you hear the sound...
at 9plus...
i turn my head round...
i saw you...
tears was at the verge of my eye...
i see a man...
a man who is totally exhausted from his hard day...
walking towards me...
holding my hand...
looking into my eye...
smiling at me...
passing a box full of love...
it's at that point of time...
i made a decision...
a decision...
i know...
i'll never regret for the rest of my life...
which is...
to stay,to love you, to take care of you..
for as long as i can...

i love you dear...
no matter wat happen in the past, now or future...

i'm here for u=)

finally...m home to catch my breathe...
had a wonderful times with my girls today=)
thanks for the lovely spa surprise girls^^!!!!
m really touch=) huggies to all of u!!!!

i'm sooooooooooooooooo going to lodge a compalin to LG management!!!
Bad BAd BAD CUSTOMER SERVIES!!!!! not going to talk much about this...will draft the complaint letter later follow by a call...I DUN FREAKING CARE IF I'M GIVEN A 5% DISCOUNT BUT THAT IS CERTAINLY NO WAY TO TALK TO YOUR CUSTOMER!!!!!!!!I DUN MIND PAYING MORE IF I M GIVE GOOD CUSTOMER SERVICES AT LEAST I'M HAPPY

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.........ENUFF OF THAT........

gonna meet up with xiao hui later n his bf=) den bbox session with charles!!!YEAH!!!!

i took a bus and it bypass my workplace...

n i have the sudden urge to go back n work...is that passion, is that the urge and crave and greed for recongnition and position or is that burying myself with all the work with hidden agenda that my sub-con is acting up and even me myself isnt sure of?

but whatever it is, i'm very happy working in this company=) lunch appt with my ceo this coming monday=), pples are starting to bootlick, apple polish me...haha...how pathic right?super hypo...but what to do? in order to survive in such a political company you jz got to knw where to seek shelter from and where to shun away...well enuff of company...

30 may is my 1st collab with charles...kinda nervous...esply management will be there to see our performances...hope i wont disappoint charles...he's such a gd bboxer...

lastly...i wanna apologise for what my girls and i had did and said to u...
but...they r like u...overly protective about me thus showing their anger n all in you...i'm really sorry...i didn't know they will react so "dramarama" and neither did i knw they read my dairy...

maybe we each have some hidden expectation from 1 another but we dont feel or see it as that way and we just assume and presume it's normal or jz categ it under"these are the thing you should do" category...maybe it's because of the lack of good communcation between us that lead us going round and round in circles, ending up confuse lost upset worried insecured and fustrated...

i knw if i say gimme time to learn u would say, but for hw long?i dun have much time dear...

so, let jz be happy with what we have now ba=), thou we each have some expectation from each other, let's jz try to settle for the less but the best shall we?=)

n i'm not having the comcept "if i change to become someone stronger, dad n u wil love me more"=). no i'm not=) in fact...after working in this company... i truly realise changes to become stronger is needed=) only the strongest survive, right now...all i got to do is the find the pivot to balance work, family and u=)

hugs...i don't is there any insercurities in you after last night what the girls told you, or what kinda damange the conversaton last night had already done.

but i jz wan you to knw, i've nv ever regret being your girl nor m i loving you less...

lets' jz go with the flow n see where it will lead us ba=)

i love you and i still do=)

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to peiwen=) hugs thanks for that long preaching session...
*ouch!!* ear pain=)
but thanks for making me feel better=)

finally!! tmr n sunday is my off day=)
i miss the beach, the miss the sun, i miss the little picnic we had, most importantly...i miss u=)
well...enuff of this lovey dovey mushy stuff=)

gonna have a tea appt with my ceo later=) it could be a jz tea appt, a tea appt with hidden agenda or watever but m prepare for the best and also the worst=)

this is going to be politics....cuz words spread ard fast...

i'm in this comapny for hardly a week...today is my 6 day and my ceo is already asking me out for tea...those who had work for months...doesnt get this chance...well...they either gonna hate me or play politics too n pretend to love me~oh well...thats wat happen when u r in a big company....v.political...n my manager in charge is not aware that my ceo is aking me out for tea appt and she's not being really "like" by my ceo...hmmm...i'm playing with fire...gonna be real...careful but the good thing is my manager is not ard today^^ lol but still...gonna do something abt it...i dun wan my other col to pass the word ard to her n it became so damn twisted...

anyway i'm looking for part timers...anybody interested???

this is my work email add: michelleq@mindchamps.org

one more week to boty two more week to sg championship=) work hard train hard and take care love^^ hugs

it has been a long long long long time...
i would come back home singing to myself n happily share my day with my family=)
i really love my job to the extend i find each and every task like a challenge to overcome^^
and it feel so good when my managers and all reckon my hardwork and really appreciate me=)
the last time i have the drive to work everyday and find it interesting was when i was working with skateline and skatesports...
n now=) i'm truly happy=)i'm so looking forward to work everyday!!!

hmmm....i need to save $$ n go exe...hmmm...i have a few choice...

BBLSS-> but my instructor have a very tight and pack schedule...dun think he can fit me in...i dun wan a stress instructor either...so maybe when he's in a better mood ba~

AMORE--> hmmm...nice..near my house...but not all place have gym facilities...but muz die die sign a 3mth pkg...n it's ard 300+...can consider thou...

CALIFORNIA--> nice...big gym..nice big steam room...provide everything...yes frm facial foam. moisturial to shampoo n all...6 week for $20 only...worth considering too...but distance wise...hmmm gonna think twice...

hmmm..i think i gonna write a letter to singtel and complain about their service...THEY KP FREAKING REPEAT SENDING MY SMSES!! oh well tat was the feedback i recieve...i kp sending the same smes...i hope they will look into that..cuz it's not nice to let pple ard me think i have alot of money kp repeat send my smses.

looking forward this sat^^ sending my phone to repair in the morning, follow by a lazy breakfast n walk along holland v or rochester park with my dog den rest at home den maybe at nite if i have nothing i'll meet my girls for chit chatting n bitching session^^

=) gonna sell off my clothes!!!who interested!!!all branded n brand new!!!!!call or sms to fix appt!!!!!

=) it's funny, all my cols came running to me and ask:"are you from aussie?u have the aussie accent"

so dear all...no..i'm not frm aussie neither m i a aussie...

i jz tends to slang alot tats all lol...

woot!!!So bz with work!! lol but m so happy to be kept busy=)
after my meeting today, i went for a quick lunch follow by a very good body massage=)
Feel so relax after which=) it's a cosy small corner and my massue was kind enuff to let me slp thru out the whole session w/o pestering me to buy any product from them=) m thankful lol!!!

hmmm...gonna upload my pic later^^ i like my dress today^^ very nice^^ hehehehe

oh well going back to work now^^

HUGGIES TO ALL!!!!!

muackz=)

i jz wanna say...

it feels gd to be appreciated by my cols and all=)

n i'm learning new thing everyday=)

i've a goal now n i'm working towards my goal.

so dear friends...

r u working towards ur goal too?

乌龟精神和力量大

乌龟精神和力量大!!!

^^ i'm reading 2 books now.
1) how to be the employee your company cant live without
2) how to talk to anyone

=) i really love my job^^
challenging and all^^ so ahppy^^ hugs!!!!

wow...have been a long time since i last blog...
so many things to do so little time...
hmm...love the company i'm working for right now...
they make me feel important and significant=)
and i really feel appreciated=)
this might be a "not so high pay job"but i'm really comfortable and i can see myself advancing and learning alot of things along the way.

i'm learning to turn all my negative feelings to positive...but it aint ez...
so many things to learn....so little time...

These are what my famlies n friends had told me yesterday
Dadi: if someone love you, he love you for who you are and learn to love your flaw and see them as a opportunity. Do not Stay and love the person becuz u have but,,,but do it becuz u wan to.

Sis: sometimes ignorance is bliss and curiousity kills the cat,Although it maybe true that Que sera sera, whatever will be will be, for the future is not ours to see,yet the future i know is ours to make if you fail to plan you plan to fail but...the more you plan the bigger your disaapointment...kinda contridicting rite?

mum: Family, work n love has nv been ez to cope...and it takes 2 hand to clap. no matter how hard you work...jz make sure you are being recongise...n earn the recongintion, and if they dun notice it, tell them you r making the effort.

Catherine: jz be yourself. if u're blur, weak n all, den so be it. if u r strong, macho and all so be it. jz be yourself and god have everything plan put for u.

hmm...dear all, =) i'm learning to be more me and more independant n smarter, but at the same time...i'll have some insecurities issues....but pls bear with me...it take time=) but thanks to all of you too for standing by my side n really appreciate me.

lastly...i love u dear...n try to love me for who i am.

i hate blogspot...have so many pics i wanna upload...yet cant upload...blogspot sux...
hmm...went for an interview at Mind Champs today=)
2 long hr if interview...gosh....they ask everything soooooooooooooooooooooooooo detail...lucky i've been trained this few weeks recently to say everything in detail...so now i'm being recruited at mind champs=)
great working environment=) i like the place n all...
both the bosses who interviewed me n i will be working under...gish...
they are so so so straight forward anddetail and they have their own principles n all..
i mean...they are very very very like u...hmm...anything they have in doubts, not happy or watever they will jz voice out...n they have alot of creative thinking meeting=)

well...they also say there is a little bit of politics everywhere...so ya...i hope i will learn=)
tmr morning talk, i'm feeling confident=)i hope i wont disappoint myself=)

been reading a book by john gray recently title: how to get what ypu want and want what you have.

i've learn alot both from hun n the book and the events that had been happening recently...=)

well...for now i shall take a pinch of salt in everything n try to love myelf more^^ hugs

hun, lets try to mmet up or maybe spent a few hours with each other onces a week, shall we?=)
i miss u too

i hate blogspot...have so many pics i wanna upload...yet cant upload...blogspot sux...
hmm...went for an interview at Mind Champs today=)
2 long hr if interview...gosh....they ask everything soooooooooooooooooooooooooo detail...lucky i've been trained this few weeks recently to say everything in detail...so now i'm being recruited at mind champs=)
great working environment=) i like the place n all...
both the bosses who interviewed me n i will be working under...gish...
they are so so so straight forward anddetail and they have their own principles n all..
i mean...they are very very very like u...hmm...anything they have in doubts, not happy or watever they will jz voice out...n they have alot of creative thinking meeting=)

well...they also say there is a little bit of politics everywhere...so ya...i hope i will learn=)
tmr morning talk, i'm feeling confident=)i hope i wont disappoint myself=)

been reading a book by john gray recently title: how to get what ypu want and want what you have.

i've learn alot both from hun n the book and the events that had been happening recently...=)

well...for now i shall take a pinch of salt in everything n try to love myelf more^^ hugs

hun, lets try to mmet up or maybe spent a few hours with each other onces a week, shall we?=)
i miss u too

i really cant believe how silly i can be at times...or should i say most of the time...
really feel lky slapping myself...
i m jz so plain silly....

wew....finally my voice is coming back=)
hmmm...wendy from mind champs jz called me...tmr 530 2nd round of interview...
this time the big boss wanna see how i handle the kids...
oh well...god bless...i hope i'll do jz fine...>.<
cant wait for tmr!!!! i hope my voice come back fully by tmr....wed is my big day i dun wanna sound muffled...

well...ok so i didnt manage to go to my fav library to return my book...
was stuck at home trying to simplyfied my presentation so i end up spent the whole afternoon doing it...ah!!!!this better work!!!
5 steps to personal success-:
1Identify and take responsibilities for your own actions.
2Set your intention.
3Get what you need.
4Get what you want.
5Overcoming obstacles.

a very short ppt, i estimate this should take about 20mins

ok so this is how i will start, after my teacher intro me...with all the chievement i have n stuff den
i'll say this: hey thks mdm tay!! haha actually i'm not as great as what your teacher describe=), well like all of you who are sitting here now, i was onces in ur position hoping for the boring presentation to get over and done with, but hey!! who knows, i might jz change your life today like this*den i snap my finger* den i pause and smile n look ard and say hey!!come on applause pls--> i think the students will find me super lame...BUT WHO CARES!!!ok ok i care la...any better suggestion?

den i'll say before my presentation i have 2 vid clips to show you guys, 1 of it is my winning ibm women championship vid and another is a interview for channels newsasia.

afterwhich i will say:"lol so how you find the vid? does it inspire you?"well i should expect a big NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, den i shall say:"no? hmmm....why not?let me see...ya that boy over there, haha i saw u shouting a big nooooo just now, why are you not inspire by it?hahaha ok come i have a quest for u, tell me what do you wanna be in 5 yrs dwn the rd?" ok so he will either kp quiet or gimme some lame answer, den what should i do?

den i will pick up a few ramdon students to answer the same question n afterwhich i would say :"for those who know who and what you wanna be in times to come, remember today, take down the date and make sure you guys reach the target and 5 yrs later look back and you will be surprise how much you have learn n achieve"

for those who dunno what u wanna be in times to come...DUN WORRY!!! i'm going to show u this ppt and it's only 5 steps to personal success=)

den i show them the ppt blan blah blah den finally finish!!! a big thank u and i'll sAY "for those who have any questions for me pls feel free to come and look for me after this =)"

n yeah!!!i'm done...god...i jz hope i wont go like erm.....den....den.....hmmm......=/ jia you michelle....

today samba class is quite fun^^ learn abouut of thing..
was made to stand in front of the mirror to correct my body posture...=)yes like wat u say previously, small gesture + small gesture adds up to big gesture...so i'm trying to chnage so i can look more confident and all...

had retail therapy today=) got myself a very very very very very very beautiful corset^^
n i think i look realy gorgeous in it=)maybe i'll take a pic n upload here..but den again..i dun think i will...lol TEASER!!!ok..i'm bored...

hmmm...kristy and peiwen had jz came back from their oversea trip, wanna ask me out to mos this coming wed...i'm still thinking over if i should go...pros n cons....well...we shall see...

GOOD NEWS!!!
i've recieved an email from esplanade youth group!!! after reading my email to them about charles and me bboxing^^ they r intending to put us in the programm list!!!!!!!!more EXPOSURE!!!!!!!!!^^ so 3o may will be our big day cuz alot pples will be coming dwn to take a look and our "future" really depend on it!!! so from today onwards only soup base food for me!!!!=)

so....CHARLES LETS JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm...i can be really long winded at time..no no no actually is most of the times..i'm long winded...=/, n i'm really slow at hint...as in even if i got the hint..if i wanna knw the answer, i'll jz continue to ask...good?bad?well i dunno...some says its good cuz i wont have doubts, most say bad cuz i'll irritate pple...oh well i cant please everybody=) so i'm sorry if i've irritate u hun=)and eveyone else

my resolution: be more independant-->finacially n mentally, less sticky, learn to observe pple action n tones more and be healthier n happier=)

but somehow i wish u were right beside me watching me dance today...

good nite all=)
imudar

http://youtube.com/watch?v=xExGKZ4YRWA&mode=related&search Hot vid...
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tyhRTzdr428 seduce club in taiwan

this is how i will dance if i ever go to a club^^
i've been wanting to go to some club and really dance and enjoy (this is jz a spur of a moment thingy, so dun worry i wont jz go with any "friends")
been practising some moves at home:P i think i look really good lol
cant wait for the next bbox BATTLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha nice...i knw excatly wat to bbox this time!!=)

Oh my freaking freaking freaking god...i'm so tired...my inner thigh is so so so so so so so so tired....3hrs straight of pilate...focusing on my butt ab n thigh area...woot!!i feel SooooooooooOooooooo Gd after sweating =)m so tired now....tmr have got interview at 11 after which need to buy pressie for mummy^^ den finally dinner^^ so happy^^ lalalala^^ told mummy about my 50k but reduce to 10k plan and she luff like crazy-_- lol!!!m glad after so many things mummy finally is on good term with me and since nw that she feel i have proven to her i have grown up alot^^ she say she trust my decision^^ hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i love my family soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!