Had been a long long day..

Had been a long long day for me today...
but i'm glad i've u to lean on=)
u're rite=)i guess...i'm jz plain jealous...
i'm jz upset...my attention gonna be diluted...
i'm no longer papi little princess...
true i should be old enuff to blah blah blah..
but...i jz dun feel comfortable ba...
i gonna share my attention...with another women..
i gonna share my love with...another women...
i'm happy for papi...truly...but it's jz contridicting...
but as long as papi is happy...can le ba...
he need a companion too...
n...i cant be with him forever rite..?
thanks for everything dear=)

anyway...went n support charles gig, had a long n gd tok with sherry^^
nice to catch up with the old times bboxers too=)

orangeclub is looking for bboxers for their upcoming event..
hmm...i wonder...=)

i'm happy today=)becuz of u

i lo--LoV---LuV--LovE---Y--yO--YoOooUuu--TttTTtttttTTtTTtoOOoOOooOOO

i lo--LoV---LuV--LovE---Y--yO--YoOooUuu--TttTTtttttTTtTTtoOOoOOooOOO

i'm very very very very very very happy today=)
words cant express how i felt=)
amazing how things changed over this few months=)
i'm glad i've u by my side=)

i love u dear=)
i really love u=)

hmm...

jz hm frm the event..
n my thoart is bleeding again...
very very painful now...
even swallowing saliva seen painful...

overview: "How i felt overall abt the event"
well...i could have been better...
but i'm proud of myself today, at least i did not chicken out..
at least i manage to bbox till the model finish walking..
i might not look confident n all...
but i'm slowly changing for the better,i jz need more exposure..
slowly ba...take 1 step at a time...
i can do it...n i've improve..havent i?

well...i lost $20 bucks today but gain exper n exposure..
not alot but well...
kinda seen the "real world"...
wat can i say?
it's like a big slap on ur face n u jz woke up from it...
jz felt...ironic...

female mag lady jz called me...
=)said alot of nice nice stuff,
but we shall see how=)
dun wanna expect too much or watever..
let's be more practical=)

well 1 thing for sure...
if i gonna have some more bbox gigs...events or show..
i better buck up...train more...n interact more=)

i like the way u kiss me today=)
aggressive n passionate=)hugs

my decision is made

No wonder baby n the rest was telling me..
life as a instructor is not ez...
work for passion?lol

well...i guess all parent wan the best for their kids=)
but...this is seriously wat i wan=)

i dun wanna spent my life working in a office, 9-6 jobscope
gossiping with the ladies n stuff.

nor do i wanna keep changing job jz becuz i wanna please my families.

i know i cant please everybody, so i'll jz have to be abit selfish n do wat i wan=)

my decision is made.

SweEt SurPrise^^

had a very very sweet surpise today^^
was at work, stoning n smsing baby when he suddenly pop out at my work place after i text him this"i'm so going to hug u n kiss u passionately i dun care if anybody else is ard"
hahaha n i was like huh???Eh???*shy>.<*, my manager n all was there smiling n observing when baby give me the pressie 1 by 1^^

1st he handed me my amore jacket den a baby pink nike jacket!!!>.< kinda ex...
i'm so touch happy n surprise tat i jz go..eh...huh??huh??eh....erm.....*blush blush blush*
he muz be so so so tired after his flight n classes!!!yet he still make his way dwn =)
thanks love i really appreciate it^^ really!!!

:P i still have 2 pressie:P

hehe it's my turn to surprise baby:P hugs^^

i love u^^(K)

FINALLY!!!

I finally found a butterfly necklace i like^^!!!

I"M LOVING IT!!!

i'm so obsesses with butterflies^^ hehehe

show u guys my pic^^

hahaha m so bored so i tried to make myself look sexy n all lol hahaha

gimme ur comment ya??

MY BuTTERFLy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

trying to act sexy la...but cmi muahahaha!!!!

happy happy!!!!!!!!!

I"M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Baby Came online n look for me today!!!
jz to say he miss me!!!!
i'm soOOOOOOOOOO super touch can?!?!?!

=) jz a simple i miss u very much makes my day=)
hugs dear i love u^^!!!

hmm...but this trip...he's not very happy with wat he's experciening...
*hugs*dun sad sad ok?
m not gd a words so pls pardon me=(

We had a date=)
ok more like i make a date with him=)
gonna bring him to a nice retreat when he's back=)
so he gonna check his schedule again=)

*wink* u gonna love this retreat^^ hugs!!!!!