after every rain, there will be rainbow=)right?
i hope this rainbow stay forever=)

lky wat my manager told me today, it's about the moment...size the moment..
yes=) the moment...for now...i jz wan u to knwi still love u^^*hugs*

hmmm...who can intro me work as kinderland teacher?^^

hmm...finally i had a gd rest today^^
got a new haircut..=/ super punky..i jz wanted it to be neat n short...but nw super short...
oh well hair can grow back-_- lol

baby suprise me last nite^^ n we went n watch the robinson=)
no comment abt the movie thou...but it's quite meaningful..some part that is=)
thou time is short but m content=) really didnt knw he'll be coming=)
u cant imagin hw happy i was=)

but maybe last nite we went home quite late n he was wearing contact thus today his eye hurts again....=(it was so bad that he had to canceled his class...

wanted to go over to his place n look after him...
but i think it'll be better for me to lave him alone today...
thou i wanna tc of him badly...i dun wanna risk getting eh...dun wanna risk getting him irritated=)

hmmm...want to share a pc of gd news with u guys=)
i'm being invited to esplanade(art cafe) of either the 3rd or 4th week of may(it will be on a wed)
for a showcase=) m asking charles to collab with me=) hope this can really work out^^

den this sat speech day...i have extra tix...who wanna go with me?

i love u dear..
pls take care...
i really wish i can do someting for u...
but i duno where or hw to start

this is how tired i m...
i fall aslp while bathing...
n i jz wanna say i rest my case.

hmm...this coming sat gonna report to my sec school at 9am for speech day
lol feel lky a student again=) lol
m bz preparing powperpoitn slide...
might have to give a talk if there's time..
gosh....i really wonder what the teacher will say about me...
wat should i wear...hmmm....

hmm...

i miss my long hair....

random...

hmm...

i'm trying to upload a bbox clip...

still figuring out..

ok....lemme tell u guys abt my day today...

not a v.gd day....have got 4 sales today...which are suppose to be mine...
but my sales got cut...yes...in my face...
haiz....it seen they cant wait to see me quit this job...
but wat to do?i need $$ i need a job...
yes i can find another job...
but i dun wan a 9-6 job...
my passion is teaching..is sharing whatever i have with others...
yes teaching=)

den...my manager told me...
if i'm late for 1 min...company will deduct $2...
lol 1 min $2!!!crazy shite....
haiz...if off day or mc...another $40 gone...
seriously...watever happened to staff benefit??
oh well..i guess this is another way, am*re survive thru out the yrs...

haiz...was kinda disappointed wif papi last nite...
cuz he has his commitment...tat i understand...
thus he have to cancel our date....oh well...i really understand...
jz upset...cuz u knw i'll always welcome her...if u wanna bring her along...
but u choose to do it another way...it's ok papi=)
i've grown up...in a way...at least i'm not making a big fuss=)

long long long day...
i tried to reason with the hq managment...but they say rules r rules...screw up..i'll leave if i m offered a better pay..humph

den my hp is pretty much gone...

oh well...i jz have to endure a few more months..den i think things will be better for me ba=)

positive thinking ger...yes positive

Aurthor notes: it's not my dear i'm disappointed with=)

i'm feeling very disappointed...
but i understand...
it's ok...

dunno wat to blog today...
stone...blank...
actually have alot of things to say...
but i dunno hw to put it...
t*ar on the way home jz nw...
so many things come into my mind...

called papi jz nw...but too bz to talk to me...
meeting meeting n more meeting...


i really need a break...
i really need a retreat...

Red card for me today=/ my bad...
guess i still have alot more to learn=/
i'm too nice...far too nice...tat pple ard me might think i'm fake=/
gonna be smarter=/

long day today...
met up with cat n went vivo this afternoon, talked alot had lotsa fun=)
girls talk=) was really nice of her to acc me to the mall n look for food=)

went back home,prepare "cheeky cheesy"--.the name i created for my dish...
for baby=).i dunno if it taste good to him(cuz it taste ok for me...i'm having sore thoart so dun dare eat much either =P) lol he's a food critic...

den went back to parkmall for facial n massage...

gee...so tired....

n tmr still gonna work...

sigh...wat to do when 1 need $$?work lo...jia u michelle...