hmm...

jz hm frm the event..
n my thoart is bleeding again...
very very painful now...
even swallowing saliva seen painful...

overview: "How i felt overall abt the event"
well...i could have been better...
but i'm proud of myself today, at least i did not chicken out..
at least i manage to bbox till the model finish walking..
i might not look confident n all...
but i'm slowly changing for the better,i jz need more exposure..
slowly ba...take 1 step at a time...
i can do it...n i've improve..havent i?

well...i lost $20 bucks today but gain exper n exposure..
not alot but well...
kinda seen the "real world"...
wat can i say?
it's like a big slap on ur face n u jz woke up from it...
jz felt...ironic...

female mag lady jz called me...
=)said alot of nice nice stuff,
but we shall see how=)
dun wanna expect too much or watever..
let's be more practical=)

well 1 thing for sure...
if i gonna have some more bbox gigs...events or show..
i better buck up...train more...n interact more=)

i like the way u kiss me today=)
aggressive n passionate=)hugs