i can be easily content=)
i'm happy even if it's a short meet up=)
i truly am=)
you've no idea, how happy i am today=)
i truly m happy=)
i love u dear=)
whole-heartedly=)
Friday, June 22, 2007
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
[LOL!!!ROLF!!!]
To min min: I wanna thank you for reminding me I've a very honest boyfriend and if he propose to me right now, I'll say i do right away. Yes, He told me everything about you, including your msn conversation, yes even the one week affair you suggested to him=) really thanks for making me realise our relationship is strong enough to withstand any other temptations and most importantly, we have faith and trust in each other=)
To peiwen: My dear girl=) don't so rude ok? Just take it she's still young and lost and don't what she want ok? At least now you know what kinda man larry is=) you won't have to worry so much and can concentrate on your treatment=) I'm glad i've you as my best best best friend=) to be there and support me=)
To my man: I love you dear, thanks for being so ever honest=) i think we should thanks min min^^ she actually perk up our relationship in a way=) etc: she made me realise so many things like how honest u r to me, how exclusive we r , how much trust and faith we have in each other and most importantly she made me realise...i can offically tell my dad you're the man i can spent my life with lol!!!! =)
PS: Min min, just wanna let you know=)
I really really appreciate your help to help me "test" my bf in a way=)
I really feel very happy and secured=)
And i have nothing much to worry about=)
To min min: I wanna thank you for reminding me I've a very honest boyfriend and if he propose to me right now, I'll say i do right away. Yes, He told me everything about you, including your msn conversation, yes even the one week affair you suggested to him=) really thanks for making me realise our relationship is strong enough to withstand any other temptations and most importantly, we have faith and trust in each other=)
To peiwen: My dear girl=) don't so rude ok? Just take it she's still young and lost and don't what she want ok? At least now you know what kinda man larry is=) you won't have to worry so much and can concentrate on your treatment=) I'm glad i've you as my best best best friend=) to be there and support me=)
To my man: I love you dear, thanks for being so ever honest=) i think we should thanks min min^^ she actually perk up our relationship in a way=) etc: she made me realise so many things like how honest u r to me, how exclusive we r , how much trust and faith we have in each other and most importantly she made me realise...i can offically tell my dad you're the man i can spent my life with lol!!!! =)
PS: Min min, just wanna let you know=)
I really really appreciate your help to help me "test" my bf in a way=)
I really feel very happy and secured=)
And i have nothing much to worry about=)
[She broke down...]
[She broke down..]
It was 7 in the morning,
She took a final look at her pup,
Tears filled her eyes,
Two years...and today is their last day together,
She took him out for their final walk...,
She is going to miss every single walk she had with him in the park.,
Upon reaching home,
She just lay on her bed,
With her pup beside her,
She soon get lost in her own world..
[At 8.55am...]
He texted her,
Asking if she wanted to have her breakfast,
She replied a no.
He reach around 9.30am,
She's glad to see him..
But she's lost and confuse...
She do not know how to react...
Can she cried?
Will he get irritated?
She wanted very much to just hug him and kiss him,
But somehow...
It just doesn't feel right..
[He's tired...]
His intinial intension was just to accompany her in the morning,
Send her to work,
And go home.
But she choose to take her off,
It has been a long time...
They last went out and date properly as couple..
It doesn't feel right..
But "Today is the only day i can have him all by myself", and so she thought.
[She ruined the day...]
She thought she's ok,
But she's not...
She didn't realise, she was living in her onw world the whole day.
Thus he doesn't feel loved.
He told her:"I'm sorry but i don't feel loved today"
She looked into his eyes,
Tears filled up her eyes,
He continued:"Maybe i worreid too much, but it seen to me you have this liking for girls."
Her heart shattered.
He then said:"I don't know who is the real you anymore, you have so many different personnal and i just want my simple and blur natasha back."
Her heart sank.
[She bursted into tears...]
She bursted into tears,
She cried:"You only claim you don't feel loved today, how about me?"
She continued:"I've been not feeling loved on and off for 3 weeks and today is the 4th weeks. How about me?How about me?and all of a sudden you have someone who give you hugs and kisses literally...How do i feel?you say you're predictable, but do you know the most predictable thing about you is you are unpredictable??"
She break down totally...
[He was shocked...]
He was shocked to heard that from her,
Hugs and kisses?
Who?
When?
He have been behaving himself lately,
He made a promise, never to disappoint her.
But who is so evil??
To seap sow between them??
He loves her so much,
But why is she feeling this way?
Did he really fail to shower her enought love?
[The moment...]
He hugged her tight,
He kissed her hand,
He said:"I love you for being silly and blur, i love you for who you are,and i'm soooo going to find out who is that evil person."
[It was an misunderstanding...]
He later found out,
It's one of his fans,
Who adore him,
And he made himself very clear to that fan of his.
He has got a girlfriend.
[It doesn't matter...]
She loves him.
He loves her.
That's all that matter.=)
It was 7 in the morning,
She took a final look at her pup,
Tears filled her eyes,
Two years...and today is their last day together,
She took him out for their final walk...,
She is going to miss every single walk she had with him in the park.,
Upon reaching home,
She just lay on her bed,
With her pup beside her,
She soon get lost in her own world..
[At 8.55am...]
He texted her,
Asking if she wanted to have her breakfast,
She replied a no.
He reach around 9.30am,
She's glad to see him..
But she's lost and confuse...
She do not know how to react...
Can she cried?
Will he get irritated?
She wanted very much to just hug him and kiss him,
But somehow...
It just doesn't feel right..
[He's tired...]
His intinial intension was just to accompany her in the morning,
Send her to work,
And go home.
But she choose to take her off,
It has been a long time...
They last went out and date properly as couple..
It doesn't feel right..
But "Today is the only day i can have him all by myself", and so she thought.
[She ruined the day...]
She thought she's ok,
But she's not...
She didn't realise, she was living in her onw world the whole day.
Thus he doesn't feel loved.
He told her:"I'm sorry but i don't feel loved today"
She looked into his eyes,
Tears filled up her eyes,
He continued:"Maybe i worreid too much, but it seen to me you have this liking for girls."
Her heart shattered.
He then said:"I don't know who is the real you anymore, you have so many different personnal and i just want my simple and blur natasha back."
Her heart sank.
[She bursted into tears...]
She bursted into tears,
She cried:"You only claim you don't feel loved today, how about me?"
She continued:"I've been not feeling loved on and off for 3 weeks and today is the 4th weeks. How about me?How about me?and all of a sudden you have someone who give you hugs and kisses literally...How do i feel?you say you're predictable, but do you know the most predictable thing about you is you are unpredictable??"
She break down totally...
[He was shocked...]
He was shocked to heard that from her,
Hugs and kisses?
Who?
When?
He have been behaving himself lately,
He made a promise, never to disappoint her.
But who is so evil??
To seap sow between them??
He loves her so much,
But why is she feeling this way?
Did he really fail to shower her enought love?
[The moment...]
He hugged her tight,
He kissed her hand,
He said:"I love you for being silly and blur, i love you for who you are,and i'm soooo going to find out who is that evil person."
[It was an misunderstanding...]
He later found out,
It's one of his fans,
Who adore him,
And he made himself very clear to that fan of his.
He has got a girlfriend.
[It doesn't matter...]
She loves him.
He loves her.
That's all that matter.=)
Sunday, June 17, 2007
some anonymous person sended me an email contain this link today~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?search=&mode=related&v=s52EidqcwWo
hmm...guys it might look lky porn but it's not,it's a vid of a guy cheating on his gf and got found out~
It's in spanish and the guy was screaming at his gf, den ask for forgivness and kp shouting "i love u" how disposable have these 3 words become?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?search=&mode=related&v=s52EidqcwWo
hmm...guys it might look lky porn but it's not,it's a vid of a guy cheating on his gf and got found out~
It's in spanish and the guy was screaming at his gf, den ask for forgivness and kp shouting "i love u" how disposable have these 3 words become?
[It's all about the moment...]
[It's all about the moment...]
She needed him to be there for him badly,
She is emotionally drain from her family,
She is mentally drain from her work,
She text him, "i hope i can be selfsih enough to grab a few hours from you, i yearn for your hug."
He replied,"go home dear, you are tired...rest well..hugs.."
She wanted to go home, but was being scream at when she called home.
Upset and Lost, she decide she need sometime to think over everything,
She wonder, why she can't get any of her close and loves one to be there for her when she need 1.
Then, she recieve a message.
"Beep"
A message from him!
He told her, he had just end his competition and ask her where is she.
She stare at the phone and wonder what to reply for god know how long.
And he text her again, "are you sleeping dear?"
She stare at the phone again, and press the button on her phone and text, "I'm at mac, stoning at my work area."
He replied,"You're going back to your depression again love...go home..."
After a few messages,
He texted her, "You can kid me but not yourself, you want to see me, and i'm now here for you. go home dear"
She took a cab home.
She wonder to herself, "how am i going to look i 'm ok?
What am i going to say to him upon seeing him, will he scold me?
is he getting annoyed with me?
i've been giving him so much problems and troubles, is he going to look at me like a xiao mei mei again?
i don't wanna go back to the past and let him think i'm a xiao mei mei...i know i've grown alot..but i'm just sad..i need him to be there for me...that's all...but am i being selfish?
he has his own work and life outside, will this take up his time?
is he going to hate me? does he still love me as much as before? "
All these thoughts came keep pouring into her mind.
The moment she alight from the cab,
She saw him.
He had been waiting for her at her void deck for hours.
she walk up to him,
she mumble "Hi"
He look at her and give her a "i don't know how to comfort you but i'm here" weak smile.
He pull her to him and hug her tight.
She cried.
He kiss her hair.
She cried.
He hold her hand.
She cried.
He just let her cry.
She is touched,
He came all the way down for her,
She loves him.
He's everything to her.
He loves her.
How much?
It doesn't matter
He loves her.
They need a retreat.
[It's all about the moment...]
She needed him to be there for him badly,
She is emotionally drain from her family,
She is mentally drain from her work,
She text him, "i hope i can be selfsih enough to grab a few hours from you, i yearn for your hug."
He replied,"go home dear, you are tired...rest well..hugs.."
She wanted to go home, but was being scream at when she called home.
Upset and Lost, she decide she need sometime to think over everything,
She wonder, why she can't get any of her close and loves one to be there for her when she need 1.
Then, she recieve a message.
"Beep"
A message from him!
He told her, he had just end his competition and ask her where is she.
She stare at the phone and wonder what to reply for god know how long.
And he text her again, "are you sleeping dear?"
She stare at the phone again, and press the button on her phone and text, "I'm at mac, stoning at my work area."
He replied,"You're going back to your depression again love...go home..."
After a few messages,
He texted her, "You can kid me but not yourself, you want to see me, and i'm now here for you. go home dear"
She took a cab home.
She wonder to herself, "how am i going to look i 'm ok?
What am i going to say to him upon seeing him, will he scold me?
is he getting annoyed with me?
i've been giving him so much problems and troubles, is he going to look at me like a xiao mei mei again?
i don't wanna go back to the past and let him think i'm a xiao mei mei...i know i've grown alot..but i'm just sad..i need him to be there for me...that's all...but am i being selfish?
he has his own work and life outside, will this take up his time?
is he going to hate me? does he still love me as much as before? "
All these thoughts came keep pouring into her mind.
The moment she alight from the cab,
She saw him.
He had been waiting for her at her void deck for hours.
she walk up to him,
she mumble "Hi"
He look at her and give her a "i don't know how to comfort you but i'm here" weak smile.
He pull her to him and hug her tight.
She cried.
He kiss her hair.
She cried.
He hold her hand.
She cried.
He just let her cry.
She is touched,
He came all the way down for her,
She loves him.
He's everything to her.
He loves her.
How much?
It doesn't matter
He loves her.
They need a retreat.
[It's all about the moment...]
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