Saturday, March 24, 2007

gonna give my dog away....for his own gd...and for mine too...he'll be upset...me too...but he'll be happier with another family...he can roam ard...happily...

dad in hospital....cant visit him due to some reason....haiz...

wanna thank u for helping me to get wat i wan=),
i knw u're trying to help me as much as possible n trying to protect me..
thanks i really appreciate it...
words cant express how i feel...
when i look into ur eye today...
how serious u look....
how worried u look...
regarding my job...
i felt so guilty...
felt so...useless...
tot i will be independant by myself...

jz send my final bbox thingy to baby n lady...
seriously....SERIOUSLY...
IF SHE STILL SAY I CMI DEN SCREW U!!!I"M TIRED!!!
u think its ez to bbox???
den bbox urself lo....
bbox till i got 2 ulcer...super pain u knw???>.<

on the lighter note^^
went to arcarde with baby today=)hugs!!
got 4 toys!!but=(waste $70...
*slap myself*
was so engross in the game till i didnt realise he kp changing $$=(
feeling very very guilty=(
sry dear=(

i love u =)hugs
i enjoy simple day like this=)thou short but it's super nice=)

Friday, March 23, 2007

dunno should say its a nightmare or wat...

i dream i bbox at the show...
den the rest of the bboxers were there...
den...when it's mt turn to bbox..
my voice becme v.soft...
i cant hear myself...
but they say its ok...
n dear say it's gd...n say charles have shows for me...

siao wan...my dream really crazy...shen jin pink de....
it's a sad world afterall lol
wake up ger...stop living in ur own world...
u're no longer in fairyland...
welcome to hell...lol...

Thursday, March 22, 2007

>.< alot of thing in my mind..

1st... i dream of koda kumi come out with her brand of make up kit which includ 1 very beautiful PINK BUTTERFLY eyelashes!!!look so pretty>.< but only in my dream=(

2nd...i dream i'm staying out on my own...

3rd...today after work, as i off all the lights, i look into the studio..n i look at the pathway which lead to the shower place n spa...funny tots come into my mind>.< wat the hell rite?

4th...i had to withdraw 930 for my insurance...yes...930 damn ex lo...haiz wat to do....we all knw thw story behind it...

5th...i think i wont get a mic...dunno hw much 1 cost....jz use their will do...anyway i dun think i'll have other show too lol

6th...jaw painful...

7th...a guy instructor say tat i'm too fat to be a instructor..cuz they r really slim...wtf...really demoralise me...and worse...those ger instructor kinda agree=(..ok i may be on the chubby side but who say chubby cannot be instructor??=(

8th...in a few mths time will be angel annivesary....actually wanna save up $$ n go and accompany her....pls god help me hit my target...erm..if u guys r curious...it's a death anniversary thing...

so...conclusion...i have to survive on really bread n water this month till i got my pay...meanwhile anybody got any home base work??can intro me??
ok...have done a 3 mins bbox track sound ok to me, den i send it to a few person to check n here's their comment when i send them the record.

Charles: i like the fever track, but gonna train up ur stamina, else u'll sound really soft n weak over the mic.

Nevo: try to end it smoothly, the rest are ok, project urself louder.

Swift: u gonna practise more ger, u still have 2 weeks to practise and i'm sure you'll sound wicked by then.

Kenna: you sound like..you're nervous and tense up...not sexy enuff, relax and enjoy.

Decoy: hey babe, where did the sexiness go??

after i send them the voiceclip live, this is their comment.

Charles: getting better^^ JIA YOU!!!

Nevo: yeah that's the way ger!!protrait yourself as some superstar!

Swift: Yeah..uh huh..i like tat, sound jazzy n sexy.

Kenna: that's wat i'm talking about, louder, n clear n clean.

Decoy: send me your clip after ur show, i wanna upload in bbox forum.

if u note, yes...we see something in common, in short...i dun sound i'm confident enuff...gee...

stage fright=x, guess i wont be wearing my contact lense tat day muahahaha, cuz i'll be literally blind and i'll be able to enjoy bboxing.


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gee....
my friend who is a producer in uk actually sabo me...
was sending him my bbox thingy n asking him for comment n ask him to tell me which part i should slow down n stuff...den.....he....did something to my bbox thingy...n broadcast in his radioshow(underground type)....

at 1st tot he was joking..till he play it live for me and i ask nevo n kenna about it......but sound too pro...dun sound like me at all...hahaha he boost up my bass add background music....=/n he rap...win le lor....

things pple do when there r really bore i suppose=) well it's near 1 now...cant really slp...tmr work from 1 to 10...hope can hit my target=)

Monday, March 19, 2007

HaPPy!!!!!!!!!!super no head no tail post

Happy!!!!!!!hahaha this is a super random, no head no tail post^^
hehehe was quite a gd day for me today=)

manage to sell off a package worth 1.3k with the help of my coll=)

went for pilate lesson today^^, my instructor say i'm a natural!!!hehehe maybe she's jz saying for the sake of saying but it's still a compliment tat make my day^^

she say tat if i wanna be a instructor, choose to take up courses lky kick boxing, pilate or yoga=), cuz there is a demand for it^^n pay is high^^hehehe

den after which wewnt to the gym n work out=) YEAH BRING IT ON!!! heheheh so happy today=)

=) meow if u're reading my blog now=) not tat i dun wanna sms u or watsoever=)
jz feel tat u'll contact me when u miss me=) dun wanna kp sms n call u lky last time=)

n....

WHo WannA Go Eat SusHI with me???
Who WannA go Eat Ting Tai Feng With me???
Brothers n sisters!!
Friends n Foe!!--> ok i take back the foe part=)
dear?haha will u be bZ?=)

ok so happy!!!!!!!!! use steam bath today!!!

ps: i think all of u should read frm this blogger http://bikersballsandteacherstits.blogspot.com/

that kinda joy n love between this 2 fellow=) it jz make u smile=) its lky the most most wonderful thing on earth^^ u can feel their joy!!u knw wat i mean?lol nvm...
haiz...so e timetable i've got is only vaild for this week~
every week my timetable will change...oh well..
hope it is better this way~

Sunday, March 18, 2007

can anybody help me find any wallet tat has bling bling butterfly on it?
saw it on tv today=(v.nice but dunno where to get will be greatful to knw where i can get it=)

anyway...work my work schedule had change!!!yeah^^

mon--> 9 to 1pm
tue--> 1.30 to 10pm
wed--> 9 to 6pm
thur--> 1- 10pm
fri-->1130 to 830
sat--> 11 to 8pm
sun --> off^^

yeah^^ only 2 days need to work till 10^^ so happy^^

lalalalala

well i m u today=)

hey peeps!! dl this song by natalie n justin roman title: where are u

super sweet song can????