Tuesday, May 15, 2007

i hate blogspot...have so many pics i wanna upload...yet cant upload...blogspot sux...
hmm...went for an interview at Mind Champs today=)
2 long hr if interview...gosh....they ask everything soooooooooooooooooooooooooo detail...lucky i've been trained this few weeks recently to say everything in detail...so now i'm being recruited at mind champs=)
great working environment=) i like the place n all...
both the bosses who interviewed me n i will be working under...gish...
they are so so so straight forward anddetail and they have their own principles n all..
i mean...they are very very very like u...hmm...anything they have in doubts, not happy or watever they will jz voice out...n they have alot of creative thinking meeting=)

well...they also say there is a little bit of politics everywhere...so ya...i hope i will learn=)
tmr morning talk, i'm feeling confident=)i hope i wont disappoint myself=)

been reading a book by john gray recently title: how to get what ypu want and want what you have.

i've learn alot both from hun n the book and the events that had been happening recently...=)

well...for now i shall take a pinch of salt in everything n try to love myelf more^^ hugs

hun, lets try to mmet up or maybe spent a few hours with each other onces a week, shall we?=)
i miss u too
i hate blogspot...have so many pics i wanna upload...yet cant upload...blogspot sux...
hmm...went for an interview at Mind Champs today=)
2 long hr if interview...gosh....they ask everything soooooooooooooooooooooooooo detail...lucky i've been trained this few weeks recently to say everything in detail...so now i'm being recruited at mind champs=)
great working environment=) i like the place n all...
both the bosses who interviewed me n i will be working under...gish...
they are so so so straight forward anddetail and they have their own principles n all..
i mean...they are very very very like u...hmm...anything they have in doubts, not happy or watever they will jz voice out...n they have alot of creative thinking meeting=)

well...they also say there is a little bit of politics everywhere...so ya...i hope i will learn=)
tmr morning talk, i'm feeling confident=)i hope i wont disappoint myself=)

been reading a book by john gray recently title: how to get what ypu want and want what you have.

i've learn alot both from hun n the book and the events that had been happening recently...=)

well...for now i shall take a pinch of salt in everything n try to love myelf more^^ hugs

hun, lets try to mmet up or maybe spent a few hours with each other onces a week, shall we?=)
i miss u too
i really cant believe how silly i can be at times...or should i say most of the time...
really feel lky slapping myself...
i m jz so plain silly....

Monday, May 14, 2007

wew....finally my voice is coming back=)
hmmm...wendy from mind champs jz called me...tmr 530 2nd round of interview...
this time the big boss wanna see how i handle the kids...
oh well...god bless...i hope i'll do jz fine...>.<
cant wait for tmr!!!! i hope my voice come back fully by tmr....wed is my big day i dun wanna sound muffled...
well...ok so i didnt manage to go to my fav library to return my book...
was stuck at home trying to simplyfied my presentation so i end up spent the whole afternoon doing it...ah!!!!this better work!!!
5 steps to personal success-:
1Identify and take responsibilities for your own actions.
2Set your intention.
3Get what you need.
4Get what you want.
5Overcoming obstacles.

a very short ppt, i estimate this should take about 20mins

ok so this is how i will start, after my teacher intro me...with all the chievement i have n stuff den
i'll say this: hey thks mdm tay!! haha actually i'm not as great as what your teacher describe=), well like all of you who are sitting here now, i was onces in ur position hoping for the boring presentation to get over and done with, but hey!! who knows, i might jz change your life today like this*den i snap my finger* den i pause and smile n look ard and say hey!!come on applause pls--> i think the students will find me super lame...BUT WHO CARES!!!ok ok i care la...any better suggestion?

den i'll say before my presentation i have 2 vid clips to show you guys, 1 of it is my winning ibm women championship vid and another is a interview for channels newsasia.

afterwhich i will say:"lol so how you find the vid? does it inspire you?"well i should expect a big NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, den i shall say:"no? hmmm....why not?let me see...ya that boy over there, haha i saw u shouting a big nooooo just now, why are you not inspire by it?hahaha ok come i have a quest for u, tell me what do you wanna be in 5 yrs dwn the rd?" ok so he will either kp quiet or gimme some lame answer, den what should i do?

den i will pick up a few ramdon students to answer the same question n afterwhich i would say :"for those who know who and what you wanna be in times to come, remember today, take down the date and make sure you guys reach the target and 5 yrs later look back and you will be surprise how much you have learn n achieve"

for those who dunno what u wanna be in times to come...DUN WORRY!!! i'm going to show u this ppt and it's only 5 steps to personal success=)

den i show them the ppt blan blah blah den finally finish!!! a big thank u and i'll sAY "for those who have any questions for me pls feel free to come and look for me after this =)"

n yeah!!!i'm done...god...i jz hope i wont go like erm.....den....den.....hmmm......=/ jia you michelle....

Sunday, May 13, 2007

today samba class is quite fun^^ learn abouut of thing..
was made to stand in front of the mirror to correct my body posture...=)yes like wat u say previously, small gesture + small gesture adds up to big gesture...so i'm trying to chnage so i can look more confident and all...

had retail therapy today=) got myself a very very very very very very beautiful corset^^
n i think i look realy gorgeous in it=)maybe i'll take a pic n upload here..but den again..i dun think i will...lol TEASER!!!ok..i'm bored...

hmmm...kristy and peiwen had jz came back from their oversea trip, wanna ask me out to mos this coming wed...i'm still thinking over if i should go...pros n cons....well...we shall see...

GOOD NEWS!!!
i've recieved an email from esplanade youth group!!! after reading my email to them about charles and me bboxing^^ they r intending to put us in the programm list!!!!!!!!more EXPOSURE!!!!!!!!!^^ so 3o may will be our big day cuz alot pples will be coming dwn to take a look and our "future" really depend on it!!! so from today onwards only soup base food for me!!!!=)

so....CHARLES LETS JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm...i can be really long winded at time..no no no actually is most of the times..i'm long winded...=/, n i'm really slow at hint...as in even if i got the hint..if i wanna knw the answer, i'll jz continue to ask...good?bad?well i dunno...some says its good cuz i wont have doubts, most say bad cuz i'll irritate pple...oh well i cant please everybody=) so i'm sorry if i've irritate u hun=)and eveyone else

my resolution: be more independant-->finacially n mentally, less sticky, learn to observe pple action n tones more and be healthier n happier=)

but somehow i wish u were right beside me watching me dance today...

good nite all=)
imudar