ok...today didnt turn out to be so gd for me...
1st...my eye hurts lky as if somebody force chilliu padi into my eye...thus i have to throw away my contact lense...n i didn;t have my spect with me...so ya i was literally blind from 11 to 8....

den...somebody "took " my mac barbie doll makeup voucher worth $150...which i got it from a lucky draw thingy,
wtf...i'm not sure who took it...cuz search their bags n all, the voucher jz cant be found...argh!!!!!!!!

den attend cardiolatino by this female instructor...my goodness...is she bitchy or wat...
1st she give me a cold shoulder when i was saying hi to her...ok nvm i take it as she nv see me...den...during the mid of the lesson we had a 3 min break, so i was migling with the rest of the members n ask them hw they like the class n stuff, when 1 member say that she got the move wrong n ask me if i have done it correctly n show her...i was being helpful n show her my move when the instructor appear n say :"wow, very good hor can teach le"

....WTF U WAN?????

i was only trying to be helpful n it was during break...ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

=) nvm it's ok=) well thats hw life is in the working world=)
pple bitch ard...n stuff...
it's hard being who u r...

but i'm still standiung strong=)come wat may^^

n special thanks to ade=) for the pressie sorry make u rush all the way here=(
take care when u r in uk ya?

n congratz!!!! i wanna be natasha god mum ah!!!!!!!!!!!

n oh ya!!!b4 i forgot^^

tmr i'm going to have a trial lesson!!!gonna introduce myself n do some simple steps^^thats the gd news...

bad news...even thou i'm undergoing the training session nw...i can only offically join in the team as a instructor in mid aug if not worng...
cuz i'm stil;l new to the company n tats their so call policy...but it's gd i'm having all these training 1st=) at least i knw whats going on n stuff=)

he said, fuyo did quite badly today...
i think, fuyo had already done their best at least they nv use underhand means to curry flavour the judges..

but tats hw i think..i knw nuts abt dance so forgive me if i say anything wrong...

i think...my thinking ah...so dun get offended...

i think fuyo is a bruch of talented n cheerful break dancer, do not get upset over 1 battle, yes this might be very important to u guys...but there r more battle in future=)i'm sure all of u had done ur 101% best le, jia you n jia you ok?

u guys are already my winner.(yeah this might not be imporatnt la...)

n thanks for the very romantic outing dear=) words cant express how i feel yesterday=)i lky the quiet moment we shared=)n enjoyed every moment=)

i want...eh..no...wan is a very strong word...
i hope u can rest early tonite, tmr no matter wat is the result, u guys had already done ur best=), do not dewell on it, u r going to be stronger in ur breakdance after ur trip to perth=)hugs i'll always be here for u^^

happy bday^^

happy bday to myself^^
hehe have dyr my hair black^^ n got myself a pair of hairclip thou not wat i looking for...but guess sg really dun have tat kinda clip i looking for=)

wanna thanks my family to suprise me i'm touch^^ really slpy....love u all...hugs

i'm feeling so nervous till i cant slp now...
tmr working at new place...
cant v.v.scare...
m so stress....
how???work frm 1 to 10...
so scare wat if i screw up something along the way...
gee...guess i've been too comfortable in my comfort zone...
m feeling all the tension now...
hyper tension....
god...my sales target is 28k...
1 mth 28 k...
how???
stress stress stress...
not only i gonna prove to them i'm gd at saleas..
gonna prove to them i have qualities to be a trainer too...
how?...
haiz.......stress........
relax michelle relax....
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i cant find my white polo tee!!!!F***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TATS WAT HAPPEN WHEN U R DAMN NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OUR FRIENDSHIP(ROCKY STAGE)

IT'S 1 AM RITE NOW...
N I'M FREAKING PISSED....
SOME DUMBASS CALLED ME JZ NW...
SAY SHE'S AT THE POLICE STATION NOW.
SAY SHE WAS NEARLY RAPE.
SAY SHE IS SCARE.
WAS ABOUT TO RUSH DOWN WHEN SHE SAY SHE'S JUZT JOKING..

TO U...

FUCK YOU AND GO THE HELL!!!
I DUN NEED YOU TO TIGGER MY PAST MEMORIES!!
I HAD A FRIEND WHO WAS RAPE TO DEATH,
I TAKE THIS KINDA THING VERY VERY SERIOUSLY
GO SCREW YOU ALRIGHT!!!!
WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH U GUYS????
AM I TOO NICE???
AM I TOO GOOD???
WHY WANNA USE THIS KINDA THING AND SCARE ME???
AM I GOOD TO BULLY????
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE ALL THIS???

FUCK YOU AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!
I'LL SPARE YOUR NAME...
I WONT SAY OUT UR NAME...
BUT I WONT HESITATE TO BREAK THIS FRIENDSHIP OF OURS IF U THINK THIS IS FUNNY