=) ok

=) i got what u're trying to said,guess i miss interpreted this afternoon upon seeing the sms
i guess it a tendercy for me to start to get sticky ba...when i thik or care too much(m trying to curb this bad habit, love me?can wait?den gimme sometime ok?=)
neither do i want the both of us to later have fights or watever saying stuff that hurt each other like "got gf/bf lky no bf/gf" or horrible stuff like tat...i dun lky=)

but nw tat u tell me straight wat is ur concern stuff =)
things r easier=)

i jz wan u be the 1st to share my joy n pain =)

tats all i wan=)

like wat u say take it slow n ez ba=)

anyway....other den tat....

I CAN DO DOUBLE CRIS CROSS !!!!!!!

m proud of myself!!!!have been trying to learn for ages only today i got it rite!!!!

hehehe Singapore Inline Skate wanna get me to join their crew^^

maybe i will^^ hehehe yeah!!!den i can offically join competitions n train up n show barry what he had missed!!!!hehe so nice to think that i'll be in=)

hmmm...i like time like today=)no need whole day together=)jz awhile also very nice fun n sweet=) thou the screaming n shouting part hurts>.<

den...KRISTY COMING BACK IN MAY!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! hehehe so hapy!!!!!FinallY...somebody who shared same view n enjoy the simple yet classical things in life is back!!!!hehehehe muz save $$!!! heehehhe We'll go for sa session together ok ger?????HUGS!!!!!!!!!

friday of 13 my fav day=) so happy!!!

hmm...tmr gonna go to parkmall for my facial n massage den bruch with catherine, den vivocity!!i wanna eat the hotdog despite my bad thoart..been craving for weeks!!!!!

gastric pain but slightly better afer a hot cup of milo=)

slpy...gd nite=)

VCery fulfiling day for me tosday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1


went to uncke fishfarm!!!baby!!my uncles n families wanna invite u to expo thier fish exhibition on the 24-27 on april see whne u free=)u think u can make it?if not its okj la....cuiz i've already told them u v.bz de....so tehy jz say if u can make it den best lo lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i drink on behalf on papi n daddy n mummy today!!!
martell rock eh!!!siao 1.....i can drink!!!!i'm tipsy but sober so mind u i'm not drunk else i wont be blogginf lo///;p

have so many things i weanna tell baby but he's bz so i'll jz blog here^^

haha i so happy!!!repth n all the others bboxers all i have imprive alot!!shaper n clearer beat!!al thanks to my baby lo lol

den...i got my new skate today!!!freestyle skate damn dope la...
i'm da best!!!hahaha

oh ya....i got many things wanna tell baby...
tats is... i love u...as usual u might start to find it boring...but who cares????
i'm not bore tellu\ing u i love u everyday lor!!!!!!!!!

might be bboxing for my uncle fish exhibit event as expo!!!!!provided the fish dun get freak pu tlo...hahaha damn dope rite...............

tmr i working frm morning to 4.45 hahahaha nice....my manager is the best!!!!!!

oh ya speaking of which...

i have been thinking alot abt my future n our future...
think 1k per mth is really low..cat is going to intro me a 1.6k job...hopefully i get in...
if i can get tat job den at keast a stable income
den weekend i can still freelance pilate class ba...tats my plan la...
cuz u asked me how m\long u think we need to save in order to get the $$ to get a house...n since wedding gown are expensive...i gonna start planning frm nw rite?

papi ask me work for him...but maybe later ba...not now...
cuz i knw nuts abt his trade...n,...shanghai doing biz...is not ez....i'm not tat expericence to knw who's gd n bad who to trust n who not to....dun wanna screw up everything...so i'll jz stay here n work till i think i have become wiser lo...

baby sry i so long winded/...everytime sms u so long n so excited...forget u not as eng as i m....
but i still love u despite ur honestly can be like a rose with thorns but tats wat attract me to u hehehe

HEY!!!!!!!!!WHO H\GOT EVENT INVITE ME LEI!!!I CAN BBOX LOR!!!!!!!!!
OVERSEA N LOCAL INVIATATION ALL ARE WELCOME!!!!!!!!!

i need money lor...anyway i m setting p a webby with my 2 sister doing diy accersioce...
i need help in the webby thou...nt v.ghd at html...=(

oh ya be4 i end this post...i;ll post the pic tmr....

den to my teacher from B.B.L.S.S^^
dear mr liu i've already got my unform pls dun expell me frm BBLSS=(
i'll be a good ger n listen to u ok?*wink*

i love u dear!!dun stop loving me ok??^^HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!

something caught my eye

did u guys see what i saw?

Ludacris-Runaway Love (Feat. Mary J Blige)

the 2nd part abt this ger call nicole n tracy...rip...tigger my past...

ok...'m seriously doubting singapore doctors abilities...
went n see this doc yesterday...wat he gave me was some flu n cough medi n lozenges..
this morning when i woke up...my throat is so bloodly painful that when i cough, blood came out, now how cool is tat?
ok other den tat...the pain is so intense that my ear drum hurts when i try to drink water or swallow my own saliva.
and it's hurting so badly till i have problem eating...so only soluble food for me...n wat kinda solubl food?plain conggee..yes plain no nuthing at all...no sweet drinks no this no that...

u guys might say, den go back to the doc n screw him.
u guys might say den go see another doc.

but hw??when even humming hurts so much...
see another doc?i might jz waste my money again...
argh!!!!!!!!=(

rainy day...hope it rain so so heavily later=(
den i can go holland village essential brew n chill...
quiet place no need to tok much...jz chill....
den i can sit by the french window,with a cup of nice hot toffee n good book=)
look out of the window as droplets of rain splatter onto the window..
nice right..haha hmmm maybe i'll write a story later=)
and maybe go to spotlight n get some canvas n oil pastel...
feel like painting a portrait...hmm...wat should i draw...

yes pple i'm bore...it's obvious rite...
i'm pratically toking to myself here haha alrite...
m going to write my story now...update in a while times...

hmm...tired...very very tired...

the medication is really strong...

hmmm....wanna thanks baby for accing me see doc today=)

i like the time when u dun allow me to talk:P very fun lol

next time i'll bring my ds n we chat frm there ok?*i'm super boliao*

hmm...papi got me this dress...

i quite like it...not bad ba...but need to wear to somewhere formal ba...else if wear tat to town area i'll look super out of place..was at a C.c Ktv with daddy n mummy to give daddy a surprise bday=) i'm happy everybody is happy=)

hmmm...my hp cmi le...have been looking thru the webby n hp shop...but non of the phone caught my attention...maybe i can open a shop n pple can diy their own hp design..haha

wat i wan very simple ma...a slide phone that is pink..not bright pink, not purple pink, jz pink like my blog colour^^, best if have butterflies will be the best!!!hahaha dun think this phone will exist...my imagination=)

hmmm...speaking of which...i need to make a new spect...current spect..i cant see clearly..kp having headache...hmm....was thinking of getting something like this:*i design myself de^^inspration frm spiderman^^*

how??nice or not??i draw myself de^^ haha...so mant things i wanna tell u guys abt...

den...hmm...may 4..i'm thinking of going fort canning for the shakespear in the park=)

hmm...what should i bring?

a nice picnic basket with a bottle of sweet wine n sparkling juice=)

n some nice finger food like...homemake rosemary chicken with foie gas!!!

n...sweet spicy escagots^^n cheese!!! n mudpie^^

i think i'll be a v.v.nice n romantic evening=)under the starry starry nite...^^ so nice^^

hmm...den...this may!!is art festival 30th annivesary!!!!!so many thing i wanna see..

so gonna save more $$ now=)

1 last thing b4 i slp...

dear, thanks for trying ur best to be there for me, thou u can be rushing for times n stuff but u still try to be as patience as possible=)*hugs*i appreciate it really=)u're someone i cant live w/o with too=)

have u ever wonder why i took this pic?hugs=)

a very realistic song

Runaway Love - Ludacris*******
Now little Lisa is only 9 years old
She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold
Why she's all all alone and they never met her family
Mama's always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missing and nobody will listening
Mama is on drugs getting ***** up in the kitchen
Bringing home men at different hours of the night
Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mama's knocked out
Trying to have his way and little Lisa says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.
----- -------
Little Nicole is only 10 years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
Why she's not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step-dad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions she making up excuses
Bleeding on the inside, crying on the out
It's only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is lil Stacy and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight 'til the end
Until one day lil Stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block
Now Nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.
------- ---------
Little Erica is eleven years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops x to get rid of all the pain'
Cause she's having sex with a boy who's sixteen
Emotions run deep and she thinks she's in Love
So there's no protection he's using no glove
Never thinking 'bout the consequences of her actions
Living for today and not tomorrow's satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big
The father bails out he ain't ready for a kid
Knowing her mama will blow it all outta proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say she's about to run away and never come back

eye swollen, fever n shivering

some random friendster guy add me n comment alot of crazy thing.

but i'm too tired n i cant be bothered--> in a way la...

sound like some sicko...

not a gd day for me today...

i need a time out...

career wise...things havent be working out well for me...

but i really think i'm becoming stronger(humming to britney song)...m not like in the past...easily pushover and stuff.i'm serious ^^

den back to my time out...i wanna go oversea...maybe malaysia or thai =)

papi gimme this few place to choose...
DAMN EX!!!2k odds!!!omg...

www.fourseasons.com/langkawi

www.pangkorlautresort.com

www.bangkok.peninsula.com

www.fourseason.com/chiangmai

www.sliversea.com

this is wat i wanna do^^

bagpack to kl or thai.
stay in traveller inn and see for myself how it look likes^^.
den explore their rainforest area.
explore the whole of kl or bangkok.
den, go n have a dip in their waterfall!!
seafood dinner by the roadside!!!

i think it will be super crazy super fun^^
so who wanna come??
*thou i hope papi n baby n acc me..but there r super bz=/*

i love papi n baby^^ , and yes...for once i agree...women are all selfish..pls lor...even i'm jealous over papi gf=/.

hmm...m super touch today...
mummy ask me abt my work n showing concern=)
i understand hw she's feeling...
worried abt me getting bullied at work..tats y ask me to find a office job=)
it's really ok mummy=)i'll grow trust me=)

i love mummy too

I'm super touch n emo--> in a good way today=)
watch extreme makeover home edition today...
this family...no money...very very poor...single mum with 6 kids...
but try her best to give wat she can...
her husband dies few months back...
i dunno how to explain...but....i felt so...touch tat i cried quite badly...
she's lky my role model...strong n nv say die...

it's nice that i have 2 man in my life now..
to love n care about me..=)
i'm so lucky to have u guys to love me!!!!!

bliss n bless indeed i m=)

heheh dear if u 're reading my blog=)
i dunoo wat u guys tok abut abt old man loves u^^
n i'm happy^^
n tmr...if u're tired we can dun meet=) u rest at home=)
i'm ok with it=)

let's work hard together ba=)
i need more income..need to brush up my bbox skill..n all..
so pple..any lobang intro me???^^

You should be proud*wink*

Baby, u should be proud, tat I'm jealous over u n the ger u refer as "slut"(hope i didn't remembered wrongly)
and you should be proud tat I'm telling you now, without long story=)

i still love you=)hugs