i'm toking rubbish

Wanted to meet him today...
but look like he has got plan for today,
m kinda bored at home...
rainy day cant go skating or wakeboarding either...
Have decide to go canada in mid june...

was slight upset yesterday cuz...i've made him a bento set...wanna let him eat..but everything dun seen to feel right so...i...jz kp it...
and yesterday...was...28 feb...a special day...cuz...on the 28 jan..i finally told him how i felt...and made my decision...

today is one of the day...
i jz wish u're here with me,
today is one of the day...
i wish i can jz slp in ur arm,
today is one of the day...
i wish i m the top of ur list,
today is one of the day...
i wish i can make something nice n hot to warm ur hungary tummy,
today is one of the day...
i wish you can choose me over other thing...
today is one of the day...
i wish i can jz hug you and cry and cry and cry
today is one of the day...
i wish i can hug, cry, bite, beat and luff with you at the same time...
today is one of the day...
i feel like a xiao nui ren who jz wan to be protected and be showered with pangs and pangs of love...

m not complaining,
jz wanna let u knw how i feel,
i knw this is the problem u have when u r in a bgr,
tats why, i'm penning dwn how i feel,
m not asking you give up anything,
m not asking you to acc me every now and den,
jz do me a flavour,
after ur floorskill,
promise me..
u'll look back and
maybe learn to appreciate my small action/gestures abit?
maybe...maybe...hug me more?
maybe...maybe...love me abit more?jz abit will do...
i dun wanna appear that i'm oh so perfect,
i dun wanna bottle up my feeling,
i dun wanna mass sms u my feeling
i'll stammer over the phone when i wanna tell you how i feel,
so i'm writting dwn how i feel now,

hope u're not offended or stress...
m saying all this cuz i hope after ur floorskill,
we can go oversea together, n we can compromise abit...
it has been a long time i hear or see this 3 words,
m saying nw becuz tats hw i feel nw,
i love u, i nv expect myself to be so deeply in love with u..
to a point, when i was utside ur hs waiting for u to open the door,
my heart beat so so fast that i tot it ginna pop out of my mouth=)
u're the only wan who can make my heart beat faster n also the wan who can make my heart feel dead=)