Sunday, June 17, 2007

[It's all about the moment...]

[It's all about the moment...]

She needed him to be there for him badly,
She is emotionally drain from her family,
She is mentally drain from her work,
She text him, "i hope i can be selfsih enough to grab a few hours from you, i yearn for your hug."
He replied,"go home dear, you are tired...rest well..hugs.."
She wanted to go home, but was being scream at when she called home.

Upset and Lost, she decide she need sometime to think over everything,
She wonder, why she can't get any of her close and loves one to be there for her when she need 1.
Then, she recieve a message.
"Beep"
A message from him!
He told her, he had just end his competition and ask her where is she.
She stare at the phone and wonder what to reply for god know how long.
And he text her again, "are you sleeping dear?"
She stare at the phone again, and press the button on her phone and text, "I'm at mac, stoning at my work area."
He replied,"You're going back to your depression again love...go home..."

After a few messages,
He texted her, "You can kid me but not yourself, you want to see me, and i'm now here for you. go home dear"
She took a cab home.
She wonder to herself, "how am i going to look i 'm ok?
What am i going to say to him upon seeing him, will he scold me?
is he getting annoyed with me?
i've been giving him so much problems and troubles, is he going to look at me like a xiao mei mei again?
i don't wanna go back to the past and let him think i'm a xiao mei mei...i know i've grown alot..but i'm just sad..i need him to be there for me...that's all...but am i being selfish?
he has his own work and life outside, will this take up his time?
is he going to hate me? does he still love me as much as before? "
All these thoughts came keep pouring into her mind.

The moment she alight from the cab,
She saw him.
He had been waiting for her at her void deck for hours.
she walk up to him,
she mumble "Hi"
He look at her and give her a "i don't know how to comfort you but i'm here" weak smile.
He pull her to him and hug her tight.
She cried.
He kiss her hair.
She cried.
He hold her hand.
She cried.
He just let her cry.

She is touched,
He came all the way down for her,
She loves him.
He's everything to her.

He loves her.

How much?
It doesn't matter

He loves her.

They need a retreat.

[It's all about the moment...]

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