ok...today didnt turn out to be so gd for me...
1st...my eye hurts lky as if somebody force chilliu padi into my eye...thus i have to throw away my contact lense...n i didn;t have my spect with me...so ya i was literally blind from 11 to 8....

den...somebody "took " my mac barbie doll makeup voucher worth $150...which i got it from a lucky draw thingy,
wtf...i'm not sure who took it...cuz search their bags n all, the voucher jz cant be found...argh!!!!!!!!

den attend cardiolatino by this female instructor...my goodness...is she bitchy or wat...
1st she give me a cold shoulder when i was saying hi to her...ok nvm i take it as she nv see me...den...during the mid of the lesson we had a 3 min break, so i was migling with the rest of the members n ask them hw they like the class n stuff, when 1 member say that she got the move wrong n ask me if i have done it correctly n show her...i was being helpful n show her my move when the instructor appear n say :"wow, very good hor can teach le"

....WTF U WAN?????

i was only trying to be helpful n it was during break...ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

=) nvm it's ok=) well thats hw life is in the working world=)
pple bitch ard...n stuff...
it's hard being who u r...

but i'm still standiung strong=)come wat may^^

n special thanks to ade=) for the pressie sorry make u rush all the way here=(
take care when u r in uk ya?

n congratz!!!! i wanna be natasha god mum ah!!!!!!!!!!!

n oh ya!!!b4 i forgot^^

tmr i'm going to have a trial lesson!!!gonna introduce myself n do some simple steps^^thats the gd news...

bad news...even thou i'm undergoing the training session nw...i can only offically join in the team as a instructor in mid aug if not worng...
cuz i'm stil;l new to the company n tats their so call policy...but it's gd i'm having all these training 1st=) at least i knw whats going on n stuff=)

he said, fuyo did quite badly today...
i think, fuyo had already done their best at least they nv use underhand means to curry flavour the judges..

but tats hw i think..i knw nuts abt dance so forgive me if i say anything wrong...

i think...my thinking ah...so dun get offended...

i think fuyo is a bruch of talented n cheerful break dancer, do not get upset over 1 battle, yes this might be very important to u guys...but there r more battle in future=)i'm sure all of u had done ur 101% best le, jia you n jia you ok?

u guys are already my winner.(yeah this might not be imporatnt la...)

n thanks for the very romantic outing dear=) words cant express how i feel yesterday=)i lky the quiet moment we shared=)n enjoyed every moment=)

i want...eh..no...wan is a very strong word...
i hope u can rest early tonite, tmr no matter wat is the result, u guys had already done ur best=), do not dewell on it, u r going to be stronger in ur breakdance after ur trip to perth=)hugs i'll always be here for u^^

happy bday^^

happy bday to myself^^
hehe have dyr my hair black^^ n got myself a pair of hairclip thou not wat i looking for...but guess sg really dun have tat kinda clip i looking for=)

wanna thanks my family to suprise me i'm touch^^ really slpy....love u all...hugs

i'm feeling so nervous till i cant slp now...
tmr working at new place...
cant v.v.scare...
m so stress....
how???work frm 1 to 10...
so scare wat if i screw up something along the way...
gee...guess i've been too comfortable in my comfort zone...
m feeling all the tension now...
hyper tension....
god...my sales target is 28k...
1 mth 28 k...
how???
stress stress stress...
not only i gonna prove to them i'm gd at saleas..
gonna prove to them i have qualities to be a trainer too...
how?...
haiz.......stress........
relax michelle relax....
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i cant find my white polo tee!!!!F***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TATS WAT HAPPEN WHEN U R DAMN NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OUR FRIENDSHIP(ROCKY STAGE)

IT'S 1 AM RITE NOW...
N I'M FREAKING PISSED....
SOME DUMBASS CALLED ME JZ NW...
SAY SHE'S AT THE POLICE STATION NOW.
SAY SHE WAS NEARLY RAPE.
SAY SHE IS SCARE.
WAS ABOUT TO RUSH DOWN WHEN SHE SAY SHE'S JUZT JOKING..

TO U...

FUCK YOU AND GO THE HELL!!!
I DUN NEED YOU TO TIGGER MY PAST MEMORIES!!
I HAD A FRIEND WHO WAS RAPE TO DEATH,
I TAKE THIS KINDA THING VERY VERY SERIOUSLY
GO SCREW YOU ALRIGHT!!!!
WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH U GUYS????
AM I TOO NICE???
AM I TOO GOOD???
WHY WANNA USE THIS KINDA THING AND SCARE ME???
AM I GOOD TO BULLY????
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE ALL THIS???

FUCK YOU AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!
I'LL SPARE YOUR NAME...
I WONT SAY OUT UR NAME...
BUT I WONT HESITATE TO BREAK THIS FRIENDSHIP OF OURS IF U THINK THIS IS FUNNY

Special thanks to isabel

Isabel this is for u,
thanks for the lovely bday pressie=)
i really like it alot=)
u'll always be my best best friend=)
i'm touch that u still remember my bday after so many yrs,
the note that u wrote for me...
give me alot of encouragement=)
i hope u n her will be together happily for as long as u guys can maintain=)

anyway...m really really tired today...
wakeboard from 830 to ard 11plus...
was kinda piss off with the driver...
kp say that he'll leave me out in the sea...
F*CK U!!! i dun like to be disturb when i'm wakeboarding...
i tell him straight at his face that i'm piss with him
den he say i'm "Guai Lan"/"Attitude"
so be it~yes i'm guai lan so screw urself dickhead.
oh well, they have jz lost a customer~

den met up with him,
public apology...
I'm sorry...i didn't know that becuz of what i did or said have cause u so much trouble,other then i'm sorry...i'm still sorry...it's like..i nv fliter thru wat i wanna say or think of the consequences and i'll just say out everything...
really really sorry...i get what u're trying to tell me=),
but i jz wanna let u knw...from the day..i told u, u're a freeman from now, i stop habouring any tots of having assurance n watsoever,i jz wanna be happy n content with watever i have now.
i dun wan u to think, how my parent will react abt us.
i dun wan u to think, if watever u had say, did u hurt me.
i dun wan u to think , what is a nicer way to tell me how u feel.
u say the old larry is back=)
show me the old larry=)
part of the old michelle is still here, she's getting stronger n more independant n learning the ways of lifes...it's diff..but she's learning...

anyway...i walked all the way home jz nw^^ nearly 2 hrs...lol ^^ sweat alot^^
it's like sometimes...when u take a slower paces in life...u'll start to see things in diff lights,u'll start to observe n think more=)

to mum, sorry mummy...
i knw u wan me to get a stable job n all...
but for onces...
trust me...lemme do wat i wan...
lemme fulfil my wish...
i dun wanna live in regret...
else it'll be tiring on ur side cuz u're trying ur best to protect me...yet...ur little ger has already grow up...it's time to let go mum=)

i love all of u...

hehehe SOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!
i;ve got koda kumi mp3 finally...after a long search...
been slacking the whole day....sat n sun manager gimme off..cuz monday reporting to new place=(gonna miss them all=(
anyway..plan for tmr...
8am, wakeboarding at ponggol yatch club...
hehe promotion!!!!2hr for only $40^^
after that...gonna be at suntec for their IT show

hmmm....urban anybody?wanna explore other places...

issmis ouyis ootis=)
ouldwis ovelish otis ccompanyais ouyis=)

^^gonna work at amore parkmall frm monday onwards..
monday schedule is 1 - 1opm>.<
doing closing and training>.<
so nervous>.i wonder hw will i fare>.<

I'm glad the old larry is back=)

I'm glad the old larry is back=)
but i dun understand the see me posting about you in yahoo.com=)
sorry guess i'm really slow...
eh...wat's is it about the perth thing?
u going to perth?if so when?
hmmm...it's a gd thing u read iko past entries n make u realise so much thing=)

i'm sorry if u mean i havent been blogging much about u...
m jz trying to cut down blogging about u...
cuz...u knw me...
when i blog...i'll sound depress n stuff...
n...i dun wanna add to ur stress...
wat iko blog on her previous post is something i was going thru...
but we've make alot of thing clear=)
dun wanna think so much now...
jz wanna be happy with u for nw...
live for the moment...

i'll miss u if u go perth...
but i guess tat will be gd time for us to think over alot of thing=)

m sorry if i make u feel neglect n stuff...
really sorry...

The singhsons

Muahahahaha THIS IS DAMN DOPE LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH YESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TMR MEETING AT WOODLAND CLIVIC PLAZA AT 3PM FOR THE INSTRUCTOR COURSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH YESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I"VE SECURE THE JOB IN AMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH YESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I"M BEING CONFIRM TO BE A INSTRUCTOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH YESH!!!!!YESH!!!!!!!!!!!YESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

M FEELING DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAN HAPPY AND HIGH NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UPDATE!!!!

My Tamagotchi have a CRUSH!!!!!
heheheh still finding out who is her crush^^ so cute!!!!
and my tamagotchi can sing bday song!!!!!!!

SoOOoooooo CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!

My taMaGoTchI can scold "Bloody hell"
tell me it's time to sleep
cheer me up!!!
OMG IT"S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE CAN?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

I LOVE TAMAGOTCHI!!!
CHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Special thanks for a very long distance friend of mine=)

who will try to be there for me when i needed help=)

U ROCK!!!

Dunno if u still remember this=)
but it's still in my hp, an di look at it everytim ei miss u, or things ain't working well for us=)
it's a source of strength=)
it started from sept 11=)

http://laozhabor.blogspot.com --> her english is really good for a aunty=)

Burnt by the sun

As promise dear, this is the syp of the movie=) dunno when u'll be free to talk to me and listen to the story=) so blogging over here will be a better way=) hugs

A long summer day in 1936. Colonel Kotov, an aging military hero of the Bolshevik revolution, is enjoying the sweet life in his country house, together with his captivating young wife Maroussia, their six-year-old daughter, and numerous family members and friends. Into this idyllic setting enters Dimitri, a young man who was Maroussia's lover a decade ago, before leaving under mysterious circumstances. Dimitri now works for Stalin's secret police, and it becomes clear that he has returned with an agenda.