body aching =) but i kinda enjoy the pain...
hope i can get to be kinderland teacher...gonna go dwn for interview soon=)

i prefer working with kids..=)innocent...sweet...

newbody was tiring...
kickboxing was fun=)
release all the stress,tension and all today=)
dramarama day for me today...
glad daddy was really supportive...
he actually called me twice today n check if i'm ok=)
mummy too=) but she cant express well=)
feels good to be love by family=)

i'm happy i starting to have event company calling me up about me bboxing n skating=)
hmm....m trying to record a voice clip for my friend...she say she looking for someone to sing n bbox at her cafe...was wondering how i would sound..lol m going to try recording now=)

any listener?JOKING!!!

=) the past 2 weeks had been tough and busy...but i'm still standing strong...=)

iyfuh=)
iyfuk=)
iythusilu=)

i'm really tired...
lucky i have a free spa session today...can rest...=)
alot of things been going on..
but i've grown=)
hugs...

=)

i'm tired

have u ever woke up in the middle of the night,
walk to the mirror,
look at your on reflection?
r u surprise how much u have change over time?
i did last night,
i realise i've changed so much...
it's kinda scary..
it's like i suddenly dunno who i am, and what have i become.
layer and layer of mask seen to be on my face like thick make up...
getting diff to remove them...

hmm...we are all ike...turtle...
so vunerable...the only place we can hide is home..
but sometimes even home...u gonna wear a mask....
to be the mr nice guy n miss goodie...
that's life i guess...

=) i'm still learning...

who m i....

=) i wanna thanks baby for being such a sweetie n get me LG Chocolate^^
have been wanting to get it for a long long time...but didnt expect him to get for me^^
was really touch...n surprise but...i had a really long n...not so nice day lately...thus...i give him a feeling that i wasnt happy with the surprise...

sorry dear..alot of things in my mind...alot of nice sweet things and horrible things happened all so fast...so fast so furious...i cant digest at 1 go...really sorry to make u feel unwanted, insecure and all...my bad...wasnt sensitive to ur feeling...

i wanted to learn bdance today cuz...i remember u said...bboys, normally try to look for dancers as gf so they can understand each other...so...i was thinking if i learn abit...so maybe next time when u bring me out at least i know...wat u r toking about....lky wat is the guy doing...did he crash?his six step nice?all this kinda thing...at least u can relate to me n u wont be like toking to a wooden block...sorry....

i really love this pressie u got me...i hope u like urs too...but as compare to ur pressie...mine is really nuthing...sorry...

i'm not smart or fast dear...i'm slow...so pls bear with me...if i irritate u...thanks for trying to be nice to me=) i really appreciate it...really =)

hmm...back to skating...injure my right ankle very badly...den jz nw while was on the way home...was rushing for the last train...1130...ankle fall into the mrt gap...damn pain...lucky i quicky pull out...else...i think i'm really gone case le...

i really dunno wat else to blog...so many things happened...

but i wan u to knw tat...despite so many things happen...gd n bad....i still love u...i hope u love me too=)

hugs

after every rain, there will be rainbow=)right?
i hope this rainbow stay forever=)

lky wat my manager told me today, it's about the moment...size the moment..
yes=) the moment...for now...i jz wan u to knwi still love u^^*hugs*

hmmm...who can intro me work as kinderland teacher?^^

hmm...finally i had a gd rest today^^
got a new haircut..=/ super punky..i jz wanted it to be neat n short...but nw super short...
oh well hair can grow back-_- lol

baby suprise me last nite^^ n we went n watch the robinson=)
no comment abt the movie thou...but it's quite meaningful..some part that is=)
thou time is short but m content=) really didnt knw he'll be coming=)
u cant imagin hw happy i was=)

but maybe last nite we went home quite late n he was wearing contact thus today his eye hurts again....=(it was so bad that he had to canceled his class...

wanted to go over to his place n look after him...
but i think it'll be better for me to lave him alone today...
thou i wanna tc of him badly...i dun wanna risk getting eh...dun wanna risk getting him irritated=)

hmmm...want to share a pc of gd news with u guys=)
i'm being invited to esplanade(art cafe) of either the 3rd or 4th week of may(it will be on a wed)
for a showcase=) m asking charles to collab with me=) hope this can really work out^^

den this sat speech day...i have extra tix...who wanna go with me?

i love u dear..
pls take care...
i really wish i can do someting for u...
but i duno where or hw to start

this is how tired i m...
i fall aslp while bathing...
n i jz wanna say i rest my case.

hmm...this coming sat gonna report to my sec school at 9am for speech day
lol feel lky a student again=) lol
m bz preparing powperpoitn slide...
might have to give a talk if there's time..
gosh....i really wonder what the teacher will say about me...
wat should i wear...hmmm....

hmm...

i miss my long hair....

random...

hmm...

i'm trying to upload a bbox clip...

still figuring out..

ok....lemme tell u guys abt my day today...

not a v.gd day....have got 4 sales today...which are suppose to be mine...
but my sales got cut...yes...in my face...
haiz....it seen they cant wait to see me quit this job...
but wat to do?i need $$ i need a job...
yes i can find another job...
but i dun wan a 9-6 job...
my passion is teaching..is sharing whatever i have with others...
yes teaching=)

den...my manager told me...
if i'm late for 1 min...company will deduct $2...
lol 1 min $2!!!crazy shite....
haiz...if off day or mc...another $40 gone...
seriously...watever happened to staff benefit??
oh well..i guess this is another way, am*re survive thru out the yrs...

haiz...was kinda disappointed wif papi last nite...
cuz he has his commitment...tat i understand...
thus he have to cancel our date....oh well...i really understand...
jz upset...cuz u knw i'll always welcome her...if u wanna bring her along...
but u choose to do it another way...it's ok papi=)
i've grown up...in a way...at least i'm not making a big fuss=)

long long long day...
i tried to reason with the hq managment...but they say rules r rules...screw up..i'll leave if i m offered a better pay..humph

den my hp is pretty much gone...

oh well...i jz have to endure a few more months..den i think things will be better for me ba=)

positive thinking ger...yes positive

Aurthor notes: it's not my dear i'm disappointed with=)

i'm feeling very disappointed...
but i understand...
it's ok...

dunno wat to blog today...
stone...blank...
actually have alot of things to say...
but i dunno hw to put it...
t*ar on the way home jz nw...
so many things come into my mind...

called papi jz nw...but too bz to talk to me...
meeting meeting n more meeting...


i really need a break...
i really need a retreat...

Red card for me today=/ my bad...
guess i still have alot more to learn=/
i'm too nice...far too nice...tat pple ard me might think i'm fake=/
gonna be smarter=/

long day today...
met up with cat n went vivo this afternoon, talked alot had lotsa fun=)
girls talk=) was really nice of her to acc me to the mall n look for food=)

went back home,prepare "cheeky cheesy"--.the name i created for my dish...
for baby=).i dunno if it taste good to him(cuz it taste ok for me...i'm having sore thoart so dun dare eat much either =P) lol he's a food critic...

den went back to parkmall for facial n massage...

gee...so tired....

n tmr still gonna work...

sigh...wat to do when 1 need $$?work lo...jia u michelle...