[It's just a pet...n so she say...]

i'm trying to be strong...i'm trying very very hard not to cry...
but somehow...tears still found their way...
my only companion thru my lonely nights is gone...
no more fifi..no more barking..no more playful winky game...
the pain...is...unbearable yet bearable...
unbearable becuz i can't believe my mum have to push me to such an extent...
just becuz of wat a stupid fortuneteller say...
bearable becuz..i knw i have to live with it...
cuz it's her house afterall..n i have no say at all...

[It's just a pet...n so she say...]