Had a long talk with my uncle today...
told him what m i going thru now, and all he said is
"Emotion is like drug, it's addictive"
"Relationship are like flying kites, u gonna know when to tighten ur string and when to let go"
learn alot of thing from him today=)

anyway 9 of march, i'm going to support my uncle and his friends at YMCA rooftop,
they are having some performances over there...gonna be there awhile den might be getting a tix to go esplanade for a mosaic performances by The Music Of Duke Ellington, Ella Fitzgerald and Louis Armstrong=)i wonder if they have bday ger special:P haha silly me....

how to touch a girl lyrics=)

This is the song lyrics for the music tat's suppose to play in my blog...but somehw it's not working=/...m figuring wat's happening..how come cant seen to hear the music?

I think I could like you,already do
Feelings can grow but, they can go away too
You're taking my hand, lookin' into my eyes
Dont be in a rush to, give me tonight
I feel something happenin, could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby, gotta satisfy my heartHow
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much,first I have to know..
.Are you thoughful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world if you know how to touch a girl
I think I could like you, but I keeep holdin back
Cuz I cant seem to tell, if you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh, show me you can cry
Show me who you really are, deeep down inside
Do you feel somethin' happenin?
Could this be for real?
I dont know right now, but tonight will reveal
Bring me some flowers, conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
Then maybe if we do,I'll be givin' all my love to you....

Disappointment...
I'm very disappointed with myself today...
I use to able to jump n hold my skate, and i couldn't do it now..
My freestyles...sux...as compare to my senior....
Gonna train up from tomorrow onwards...less urban, more tricks...

Had a very bad fall today...i literally flew..
in the end, i fall and landed on my ribs..couldn't breathe properly after that...
Stone all the way till now...the pain is really unbearable...
have blue black...gonna see the doc tmr if the pain still persist...

i've very high expectation on my freestyle..and i hate it when my student can do tricks better then me...maybe i'm too egoistic...but i gonna train hard...train real hard...

on the lighter note=)

thanks for making the effort to come n meet me dear=)i'm really touch..
but i was really in great pain...so i couldn't talk much to you too...dun worry ok?i can understand how you feel=), i too felt uncomfortable, on 1 hand i wanna acc u and stuff but on the other hand i really wanna practice on my skating too=) it's a vice versa feeling dear=)so dun worry ok??=)

i too understand you wanna sayang me and stuff=), but seriously, i dun think you will feel comfortable with all the bboys around and the timing, mood, embience, place jz isn't right=) you can repay ur sayang when we r alone dear=) so no more "sorry" from you ok?=)

hugs^^ really thanks for making the effort to come today=)

let's train hard together ba...=)

pain

hmm m not good with words...=)
m not very good at actions too...=)

but..i'm here with u^^
Jia YOu!!!

i lky this song

我不会怪你
对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而妳纤细善良
怎能让妳为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌
厚厚的温暖
妳总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想
透过妳的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把妳抢离我身旁
妳是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代妳在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌
大大的力量
我一定也会像妳一样飞翔
妳想去的地方
就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
要不是妳出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为
生命只有黑夜

help....

hmmm...tummy cramp...leg cramp...
very very pain..."da yi ma"is here...
have been taking pain killer but doesnt work...

anyway...good news=)
Amore fittness is giving me a chance to be the basic aerobics instructor after my 3 mth probation, and i had a long chat with suzz today^^m glad she's coming back at march, by den she'll be able to show me the range of accessories she have=) hope everything goes well...

hmmm...march seen so boring long and lonely...

i miss u...

xoxo

rainy day again...

hmm...cant wait for march 15=) hope wont rain on tat day=)

m not excited over the pressie n all,

m excited becuz i can finally get to meet him on march 15^^,

we haven't been talking to each other much this few weeks,have not been meeting up too,

he's bz with his training and as for me, m trying to do a small biz too=)

anyway suzz agree to meet up with me when she's back!!!

yeah!!! i can look at her range of products!!!!!and she gonna lend me a horoscope book^^

i'm missing u badly dear=) i hope u miss me too^^

anyway....I"M SO HAPPY!!!

Amore fittness agree to let me go for basic aerobics instructor course after my 3 mth trial!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!i'm so happy!!!!!! i wanted to call u and tell you about this gd news but dunno if u'll be bz with your stuff...=)

i'm working hard with you dear=)

I'm really very very very touch=)
i dunno hw to express how i feel now=)
1 word: beautiful

i'm toking rubbish

Wanted to meet him today...
but look like he has got plan for today,
m kinda bored at home...
rainy day cant go skating or wakeboarding either...
Have decide to go canada in mid june...

was slight upset yesterday cuz...i've made him a bento set...wanna let him eat..but everything dun seen to feel right so...i...jz kp it...
and yesterday...was...28 feb...a special day...cuz...on the 28 jan..i finally told him how i felt...and made my decision...

today is one of the day...
i jz wish u're here with me,
today is one of the day...
i wish i can jz slp in ur arm,
today is one of the day...
i wish i m the top of ur list,
today is one of the day...
i wish i can make something nice n hot to warm ur hungary tummy,
today is one of the day...
i wish you can choose me over other thing...
today is one of the day...
i wish i can jz hug you and cry and cry and cry
today is one of the day...
i wish i can hug, cry, bite, beat and luff with you at the same time...
today is one of the day...
i feel like a xiao nui ren who jz wan to be protected and be showered with pangs and pangs of love...

m not complaining,
jz wanna let u knw how i feel,
i knw this is the problem u have when u r in a bgr,
tats why, i'm penning dwn how i feel,
m not asking you give up anything,
m not asking you to acc me every now and den,
jz do me a flavour,
after ur floorskill,
promise me..
u'll look back and
maybe learn to appreciate my small action/gestures abit?
maybe...maybe...hug me more?
maybe...maybe...love me abit more?jz abit will do...
i dun wanna appear that i'm oh so perfect,
i dun wanna bottle up my feeling,
i dun wanna mass sms u my feeling
i'll stammer over the phone when i wanna tell you how i feel,
so i'm writting dwn how i feel now,

hope u're not offended or stress...
m saying all this cuz i hope after ur floorskill,
we can go oversea together, n we can compromise abit...
it has been a long time i hear or see this 3 words,
m saying nw becuz tats hw i feel nw,
i love u, i nv expect myself to be so deeply in love with u..
to a point, when i was utside ur hs waiting for u to open the door,
my heart beat so so fast that i tot it ginna pop out of my mouth=)
u're the only wan who can make my heart beat faster n also the wan who can make my heart feel dead=)

"ok, i've kiss ur dead bunny"

"ok, i've kiss ur dead bunny"

cute, funny, ironic

i think this is pretty accurate for me=)
http://horoscope.sparkyblue.com/en/pisces/a07.htm
http://horoscope.sparkyblue.com/en/pisces/b03.htm

Excited is an understatement!!!!haaahahahah

I cant sleep at all...so excited over tmr!!!
last day of wor=) gonna tell that stupid manager that blue collar or white collar at the end of the day he still need the worker outside to help him and if he is going to continue to disrespect the people around him and pissing people ard hin and being skeptial den too bad he is the one who gonna suffer at the end of the day=)

So excited!!! tot of using "Natasha Scarlet", "Natasha Closet" n "Forbidden Tales" as my company name=) design wise gonna look lky some posh victorian lacy country style bouqutie...
but i wonder if that gonna catch the student attention....hmm....m so excited!!!feel lky toking n toking n toking!!!!

my whale ain't feeling well i suppose=) tae care baby whale:P

Catchy Company Name

Today marks the ending of my working life in decoline,
I've learn a lot of thing within this short 1 and a half month,
I've learn to stand up for my rights, saying no and most of all learn to defend for myself and if necessary fight for what i want.

I wont regret the decision i made today, and i admit i could be overly ambitious at times, but whatever i said this afternoon to my big boss and my manager i still think I'm right.

I do not need a manager who is not impromptu, irresponsible, who come to work anytime he want and claim to be at meeting, who know nuts about the operating of the company.

I just told my big boss (larry) today, i can do a much better job than that fellow, and i dun care if he hear me and curse me because that's the truth, given my potentials i can do much better and yes i m confident.

I've learn that in this working world, you can never be too good to your co-worker, there's a chinese saying: Ren shan bei ren qi, the better u treat a person, the more they take you for granted.

I'm starting to understand why my whale keep telling me, i muz learn to knw when to say no and stand up fpr my right and quit being a "mr nice guy".

anyway, i need a real catchy name for my upcoming company=) anybody can gimme some catchy name??

I knw it's not going to be easy having my own biz and i dun intend to let my family knw=), maybe when i'm successful=), den i'll slowly let them knw, i wanna have my own brand before the age of 27, five years to slowly build up my empire. I knw it gonna be a tough ride, i knw there will be times i feel like giving up... but i wont give up so easily cuz that wont be the michelle i knw=)

the michelle i knw is a confident, knw what she is doing, not afraid of falling girl=)

Jia you!!!

gonna go back to my school next week and have a meeting with my ex princial and dicuss with him=) i can do it!!! i can!!!

Catch Company Name

Today marks the ending of my working life in decoline,
I've learn a lot of thing within this short 1 and a half month,
I've learn to stand up for my rights, saying no and most of all learn to defend for myself and if necessary fight for what i want.

I wont regret the decision i made today, and i admit i could be overly ambitious at times, but whatever i said this afternoon to my big boss and my manager i still think I'm right.

I do not need a manager who is not impromptu, irresponsible, who come to work anytime he want and claim to be at meeting, who know nuts about the operating of the company.

I just told my big boss (larry) today, i can do a much better job than that fellow, and i dun care if he hear me and curse me because that's the truth, given my potentials i can do much better and yes i m confident.

I've learn that in this working world, you can never be too good to your co-worker, there's a chinese saying: Ren shan bei ren qi, the better u treat a person, the more they take you for granted.

I'm starting to understand why my whale keep telling me, i muz learn to knw when to say no and stand up fpr my right and quit being a "mr nice guy".

anyway, i need a real catchy name for my upcoming company=) anybody can gimme some catchy name??

I knw it's not going to be easy having my own biz and i dun intend to let my family knw=), maybe when i'm successful=), den i'll slowly let them knw, i wanna have my own brand before the age of 27, five years to slowly build up my empire. I knw it gonna be a tough ride, i knw there will be times i feel like giving up... but i wont give up so easily cuz that wont be the michelle i knw=)

the michelle i knw is a confident, knw what she is doing, not afraid of falling girl=)

Jia you!!!

gonna go back to my school next week and have a meeting with my ex princial and dicuss with him=) i can do it!!! i can!!!

I'm feeling very very very very tired n exhausted...and sore...
but i'm very very very very very happy n "happy" too:P
i'll continue blogging tmr ba...
for now..i jz wan all of u to knw...

I'm feeling v.blissful:P

i wanna eat the following^^!!!

Sushi!!
Korean BBQ!!
marche!!
tats all for now

here's my plan, i wanna save money for the following^^

1st sign up for french course,intermediate

2nd get my k2 soul

3rd wakeboard at least onces every 2 week

4th urban skate everyday if can

5th be a member of the singapore polo club and learn horse ridding=)


http://www.extreme.com.sg/

http://www.singaporepoloclub.org