=) alot of things has finally come to an end=)
i'm feeling much much better now=)

i jz wanna say thanks to my no 1 homie!!
MuAckz!!!you're the best!!!
thanks for cheering me up even thou you are so dead tired=)
i really appreciate^^
n i like the smell of ur shirt=)
i think it smell nice=X

reach home ard 945 den dunno what got into me i start dancing salsa, baducatas,bachata and belly dance lol
i mean i learn abit from the net n was showing to my folks n they actually like it^^
n so is my sisters!!! lol
the whole family was dancing like crazy!!! muahahahahaha

we gonna make every sunday 8-9pm a dancing day^^

i took a vid of me dancing but i think i look damn funny^^!!!muahahahah will retake n post here n show u guys next time^^

m so very tired....good nite all!!MUACKZZZZZZZZZ TO MY NO 1
HOMIE!!!!!

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i'm not getting tattoo
i'm sorry to let u guys worried...
just feel suffocaing at that moment...
alot of things running in my head...
but feeling better now=)
i jz got to take 1 step at a time...
right?

i dun feel like posting any song...
cant think of any...
feeling damn sick...
vomited again...
gonna see doc tmr n get mc....
god bless...

I'm touch=)

I'm happy=)

you r the reason=)

i hope everything is ok now, relax n dun so stress ok?=)

hehe i'm so happy today^^ meow:P came n look for me!!!such a sweet surprise^^ so happy^^

den today amanda, jiali, candy and me, we were pratically dancing on skate!!!

we just dance to the samba masala music!!so fun!!!we scream!! we give out flyers!! had been a super long time since i last had so much fun!!!!

took alot of pics

This is amanda me n mattew trying to act n be status but i think we really CMI lol!!!!

Candy,amada me and jiali after work(we call ourselves the SIAO ONZ GROUP!!!hehehe)..so tiring can...=) this jiali!!!>.<>.<>.<=(
again candy,jiali me amanda n iliz!!! hahahaha i think i look pretty in this pic>.<

i wanna learn batuchadas!!!!!!!!!!
sexy Sexy!!!!!

to stay in a fuck up place n learn to handle politic stuff or not to stay is the question...
i'm starting to understand wat u mean when u say when i've to learn, observe n protect myself...=)
i've make my stand v.clear today to everybody what my jobscope is about, to take it or not to take it is their problem=)
if they feel i'm not suitable to work for them den i always have other place to go=)
hmm...m thinking of getting a tattoo...but strong objection from families n friends...
true...tattoo will last me for a lifetime...
will my love for butterfly die down?
how m i going to tell my kids if they ask y i have tattoo in future?
will i regret in future?
will having a tattoo ruin a perfect mum image to my kids in future?
wat will my employer feel if i have a tattoo?
if i become a kinderland teacher..hw will the kids n their parents react?
so many factor to consider if i wanna get a tattoo...

maybe i'll jz get a spray tattoo..lol..

oot uoy ssim i=)

m kinda emo tonite...
i let my heart too my head too much...
there's this cleaning malay aunty...who is...or so she claim she is v.ppor...
i see her..coming in every afternoon...
nuthign to eat...no proper water bottle..jz a jollybean container to contain water for her to drink...i knw she goes ard borrowing money from people...n she borrow from me at time...
so instead of borrowing her money...i'll cook or make some food for her to eat...but...there are some other peoples who will say i'm stupid to do tat...well maybe i m...maybe she is lying she is poor n all...
but tell me...

u look into a old plump haggard cleaning aunty eye...
she's coughing..u can hear her breathing so heavily...so heavily that u wonder will she stop breathing the very next sec..you can only see nothing but sadness n depair in her eye...n it seen everytime u do something nice for her...her eye lit up...maybe she' luffing at me..wat a fool i m...
but who cares....i dun care....tats me...take it or leave it..

body aching =) but i kinda enjoy the pain...
hope i can get to be kinderland teacher...gonna go dwn for interview soon=)

i prefer working with kids..=)innocent...sweet...

newbody was tiring...
kickboxing was fun=)
release all the stress,tension and all today=)
dramarama day for me today...
glad daddy was really supportive...
he actually called me twice today n check if i'm ok=)
mummy too=) but she cant express well=)
feels good to be love by family=)

i'm happy i starting to have event company calling me up about me bboxing n skating=)
hmm....m trying to record a voice clip for my friend...she say she looking for someone to sing n bbox at her cafe...was wondering how i would sound..lol m going to try recording now=)

any listener?JOKING!!!

=) the past 2 weeks had been tough and busy...but i'm still standing strong...=)

iyfuh=)
iyfuk=)
iythusilu=)

i'm really tired...
lucky i have a free spa session today...can rest...=)
alot of things been going on..
but i've grown=)
hugs...

=)

i'm tired

have u ever woke up in the middle of the night,
walk to the mirror,
look at your on reflection?
r u surprise how much u have change over time?
i did last night,
i realise i've changed so much...
it's kinda scary..
it's like i suddenly dunno who i am, and what have i become.
layer and layer of mask seen to be on my face like thick make up...
getting diff to remove them...

hmm...we are all ike...turtle...
so vunerable...the only place we can hide is home..
but sometimes even home...u gonna wear a mask....
to be the mr nice guy n miss goodie...
that's life i guess...

=) i'm still learning...

who m i....

=) i wanna thanks baby for being such a sweetie n get me LG Chocolate^^
have been wanting to get it for a long long time...but didnt expect him to get for me^^
was really touch...n surprise but...i had a really long n...not so nice day lately...thus...i give him a feeling that i wasnt happy with the surprise...

sorry dear..alot of things in my mind...alot of nice sweet things and horrible things happened all so fast...so fast so furious...i cant digest at 1 go...really sorry to make u feel unwanted, insecure and all...my bad...wasnt sensitive to ur feeling...

i wanted to learn bdance today cuz...i remember u said...bboys, normally try to look for dancers as gf so they can understand each other...so...i was thinking if i learn abit...so maybe next time when u bring me out at least i know...wat u r toking about....lky wat is the guy doing...did he crash?his six step nice?all this kinda thing...at least u can relate to me n u wont be like toking to a wooden block...sorry....

i really love this pressie u got me...i hope u like urs too...but as compare to ur pressie...mine is really nuthing...sorry...

i'm not smart or fast dear...i'm slow...so pls bear with me...if i irritate u...thanks for trying to be nice to me=) i really appreciate it...really =)

hmm...back to skating...injure my right ankle very badly...den jz nw while was on the way home...was rushing for the last train...1130...ankle fall into the mrt gap...damn pain...lucky i quicky pull out...else...i think i'm really gone case le...

i really dunno wat else to blog...so many things happened...

but i wan u to knw tat...despite so many things happen...gd n bad....i still love u...i hope u love me too=)

hugs

after every rain, there will be rainbow=)right?
i hope this rainbow stay forever=)

lky wat my manager told me today, it's about the moment...size the moment..
yes=) the moment...for now...i jz wan u to knwi still love u^^*hugs*

hmmm...who can intro me work as kinderland teacher?^^

hmm...finally i had a gd rest today^^
got a new haircut..=/ super punky..i jz wanted it to be neat n short...but nw super short...
oh well hair can grow back-_- lol

baby suprise me last nite^^ n we went n watch the robinson=)
no comment abt the movie thou...but it's quite meaningful..some part that is=)
thou time is short but m content=) really didnt knw he'll be coming=)
u cant imagin hw happy i was=)

but maybe last nite we went home quite late n he was wearing contact thus today his eye hurts again....=(it was so bad that he had to canceled his class...

wanted to go over to his place n look after him...
but i think it'll be better for me to lave him alone today...
thou i wanna tc of him badly...i dun wanna risk getting eh...dun wanna risk getting him irritated=)

hmmm...want to share a pc of gd news with u guys=)
i'm being invited to esplanade(art cafe) of either the 3rd or 4th week of may(it will be on a wed)
for a showcase=) m asking charles to collab with me=) hope this can really work out^^

den this sat speech day...i have extra tix...who wanna go with me?

i love u dear..
pls take care...
i really wish i can do someting for u...
but i duno where or hw to start

this is how tired i m...
i fall aslp while bathing...
n i jz wanna say i rest my case.