Bbox Competition is on the 31st of Aug...
I've to polish up my skill...
i...want to win...=(
Friday, June 29, 2007
This is to my bf n those who travel alot
Out of curiosity,
I called the Translink enquiry line 1800-225-5663
it seems the undermentioned fact is absolutely true.
They charge one full fare + 63cents for second deduction if flashed at the front entrance door, but willing to refund if complaint is lodged at the above tele' number within 5 working days,
regretably who is so free to go through the process, so it's better to avoid such a catch. Maybe we should let more people be aware of the above misleading abovetransaction...............Helpful tips for those use EZ Link card.
To those who always use ez card. Like to bring to your attention on local bus service provider.
Normally, when you board the bus, you flash your ezlink card and move in and when you get down the bus, you flash your card again at the exit door(located at the middle of the bus).
We all know that if we forget to flash the card, full fare will be deducted from the card.Below is something not known to public:-But if you alight from the front door (the entrance) and you flash your card while exiting without informing the bus driver, the card will captureanother entrance fare instead of exit fare thus meaning that two full fares will be deducted from the card as no exit was being captured for thetwo entrances.
For example, you board a crowded bus at Pasir Ris (where it terminates at Jurong East) and decided to get down ten stops later.
If you flash yourcard at the front door without informing the bus-driver, a second entrance fare will be captured instead of exit fare thu s you are paying for twofull fares (2 X $ 1.90! = $ 3.80) instead of one fare (approximately $0.83).
This is a useful info. Here's the solution:-Go to the "big" machine
(ie machine for U to top up the card)
located at the MRT stations
.1) Insert your EZ link card
2) Press the function key "Check card"
3) Press "more"
The above function will show U the last 20 transactions.
Information on the fare deducted, bus no, boarding time and the boarding and alightingpoint will be reflected on the screen.
Hope the above information is useful to U.
Please pass this email to people you know so that they will not pay extra charges for nothing and burn a big hole in their pockets.
!Last but not least, call the hotline line:1800 767 4333 when the incorrect fares are deducted.
I called the Translink enquiry line 1800-225-5663
it seems the undermentioned fact is absolutely true.
They charge one full fare + 63cents for second deduction if flashed at the front entrance door, but willing to refund if complaint is lodged at the above tele' number within 5 working days,
regretably who is so free to go through the process, so it's better to avoid such a catch. Maybe we should let more people be aware of the above misleading abovetransaction...............Helpful tips for those use EZ Link card.
To those who always use ez card. Like to bring to your attention on local bus service provider.
Normally, when you board the bus, you flash your ezlink card and move in and when you get down the bus, you flash your card again at the exit door(located at the middle of the bus).
We all know that if we forget to flash the card, full fare will be deducted from the card.Below is something not known to public:-But if you alight from the front door (the entrance) and you flash your card while exiting without informing the bus driver, the card will captureanother entrance fare instead of exit fare thus meaning that two full fares will be deducted from the card as no exit was being captured for thetwo entrances.
For example, you board a crowded bus at Pasir Ris (where it terminates at Jurong East) and decided to get down ten stops later.
If you flash yourcard at the front door without informing the bus-driver, a second entrance fare will be captured instead of exit fare thu s you are paying for twofull fares (2 X $ 1.90! = $ 3.80) instead of one fare (approximately $0.83).
This is a useful info. Here's the solution:-Go to the "big" machine
(ie machine for U to top up the card)
located at the MRT stations
.1) Insert your EZ link card
2) Press the function key "Check card"
3) Press "more"
The above function will show U the last 20 transactions.
Information on the fare deducted, bus no, boarding time and the boarding and alightingpoint will be reflected on the screen.
Hope the above information is useful to U.
Please pass this email to people you know so that they will not pay extra charges for nothing and burn a big hole in their pockets.
!Last but not least, call the hotline line:1800 767 4333 when the incorrect fares are deducted.
Damn funny
Lol i have a good luff today!!!!
A SUPER GOOD ONE!!!!!!
The Good Husband...
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party.
As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed.
He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror.
Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner tonight. I love you, darling! Love, Jillian"
He stumbles to the kitchen and sure enough, there is hot breakfast, steaming hot coffee and the morning newspaper.
His son is also at the table, eating. Jack asks, "Son...what happened last night?"
"Well, you came home after 3 A.M., drunk and out of your mind. You fell over the coffee table and broke it, and then you puked in the hallway, and got that black eye when you ran into the door.
Confused, he asked his son, "So, why is everything in such perfect order and so clean? I have a rose, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me??"
His son replies, "Oh THAT!... Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your pants off, you screamed, "Leave me alone, I'm married!!"
Broken Coffee Table $239.99
Hot Breakfast $4.20
Two Aspirins $1.38
Saying the right thing, at the right time . . PRICELESS!!!
A SUPER GOOD ONE!!!!!!
The Good Husband...
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party.
As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed.
He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror.
Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner tonight. I love you, darling! Love, Jillian"
He stumbles to the kitchen and sure enough, there is hot breakfast, steaming hot coffee and the morning newspaper.
His son is also at the table, eating. Jack asks, "Son...what happened last night?"
"Well, you came home after 3 A.M., drunk and out of your mind. You fell over the coffee table and broke it, and then you puked in the hallway, and got that black eye when you ran into the door.
Confused, he asked his son, "So, why is everything in such perfect order and so clean? I have a rose, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me??"
His son replies, "Oh THAT!... Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your pants off, you screamed, "Leave me alone, I'm married!!"
Broken Coffee Table $239.99
Hot Breakfast $4.20
Two Aspirins $1.38
Saying the right thing, at the right time . . PRICELESS!!!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
スコティッシュ・フォールド Scottish Fold
I muz Save money to get a flat of my own soon!!!den i can have this baby!!!!It's call scootish fold=) very playful n sweet temper=) awww........lovely creatures=) if only human being are like them..simple n ez to understand...den i wont have to crack my brain...
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
woke up in the morning n my spect is broken into half-_-
i muz have slp on my spect-_-how blur can i be???
>.< n now i got to wear my contact lense=( super pain
oh well...been thinking over if i should jz quit or continue with this job...
i think i'm going to quit..but i need to earn certain amt of money 1st before i quit...
else i'll have to live on bread n water everyday...
went for dear breakdance class yesterday.
enjoyed the class=) was simple,detail,natural n interactive=)
was a brief meet up, but m happy to see him.
lots of things have been happening his few weeks...
he had been very stress up.
i had been hurt.
but we're learning=)
wat other job can i take up if i wanna quit mindchamps?
i hate wearing makeup to work..n yet i got to...
i dun wanna work for 2-3 mths and i quit n i got to look for new job n start all over again...
i dun wan my family to look at me n think i cant work in a place for long...
as much as i wanna start up my own biz, i dun wanna get any money from my families, reason being even if i flunk in my own biz, i'm using my own $$ i do not own anybody any flavour or whatever.
it's only 9.35 now...
i muz have slp on my spect-_-how blur can i be???
>.< n now i got to wear my contact lense=( super pain
oh well...been thinking over if i should jz quit or continue with this job...
i think i'm going to quit..but i need to earn certain amt of money 1st before i quit...
else i'll have to live on bread n water everyday...
went for dear breakdance class yesterday.
enjoyed the class=) was simple,detail,natural n interactive=)
was a brief meet up, but m happy to see him.
lots of things have been happening his few weeks...
he had been very stress up.
i had been hurt.
but we're learning=)
wat other job can i take up if i wanna quit mindchamps?
i hate wearing makeup to work..n yet i got to...
i dun wanna work for 2-3 mths and i quit n i got to look for new job n start all over again...
i dun wan my family to look at me n think i cant work in a place for long...
as much as i wanna start up my own biz, i dun wanna get any money from my families, reason being even if i flunk in my own biz, i'm using my own $$ i do not own anybody any flavour or whatever.
it's only 9.35 now...
Friday, June 22, 2007
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
[LOL!!!ROLF!!!]
To min min: I wanna thank you for reminding me I've a very honest boyfriend and if he propose to me right now, I'll say i do right away. Yes, He told me everything about you, including your msn conversation, yes even the one week affair you suggested to him=) really thanks for making me realise our relationship is strong enough to withstand any other temptations and most importantly, we have faith and trust in each other=)
To peiwen: My dear girl=) don't so rude ok? Just take it she's still young and lost and don't what she want ok? At least now you know what kinda man larry is=) you won't have to worry so much and can concentrate on your treatment=) I'm glad i've you as my best best best friend=) to be there and support me=)
To my man: I love you dear, thanks for being so ever honest=) i think we should thanks min min^^ she actually perk up our relationship in a way=) etc: she made me realise so many things like how honest u r to me, how exclusive we r , how much trust and faith we have in each other and most importantly she made me realise...i can offically tell my dad you're the man i can spent my life with lol!!!! =)
PS: Min min, just wanna let you know=)
I really really appreciate your help to help me "test" my bf in a way=)
I really feel very happy and secured=)
And i have nothing much to worry about=)
To min min: I wanna thank you for reminding me I've a very honest boyfriend and if he propose to me right now, I'll say i do right away. Yes, He told me everything about you, including your msn conversation, yes even the one week affair you suggested to him=) really thanks for making me realise our relationship is strong enough to withstand any other temptations and most importantly, we have faith and trust in each other=)
To peiwen: My dear girl=) don't so rude ok? Just take it she's still young and lost and don't what she want ok? At least now you know what kinda man larry is=) you won't have to worry so much and can concentrate on your treatment=) I'm glad i've you as my best best best friend=) to be there and support me=)
To my man: I love you dear, thanks for being so ever honest=) i think we should thanks min min^^ she actually perk up our relationship in a way=) etc: she made me realise so many things like how honest u r to me, how exclusive we r , how much trust and faith we have in each other and most importantly she made me realise...i can offically tell my dad you're the man i can spent my life with lol!!!! =)
PS: Min min, just wanna let you know=)
I really really appreciate your help to help me "test" my bf in a way=)
I really feel very happy and secured=)
And i have nothing much to worry about=)
[She broke down...]
[She broke down..]
It was 7 in the morning,
She took a final look at her pup,
Tears filled her eyes,
Two years...and today is their last day together,
She took him out for their final walk...,
She is going to miss every single walk she had with him in the park.,
Upon reaching home,
She just lay on her bed,
With her pup beside her,
She soon get lost in her own world..
[At 8.55am...]
He texted her,
Asking if she wanted to have her breakfast,
She replied a no.
He reach around 9.30am,
She's glad to see him..
But she's lost and confuse...
She do not know how to react...
Can she cried?
Will he get irritated?
She wanted very much to just hug him and kiss him,
But somehow...
It just doesn't feel right..
[He's tired...]
His intinial intension was just to accompany her in the morning,
Send her to work,
And go home.
But she choose to take her off,
It has been a long time...
They last went out and date properly as couple..
It doesn't feel right..
But "Today is the only day i can have him all by myself", and so she thought.
[She ruined the day...]
She thought she's ok,
But she's not...
She didn't realise, she was living in her onw world the whole day.
Thus he doesn't feel loved.
He told her:"I'm sorry but i don't feel loved today"
She looked into his eyes,
Tears filled up her eyes,
He continued:"Maybe i worreid too much, but it seen to me you have this liking for girls."
Her heart shattered.
He then said:"I don't know who is the real you anymore, you have so many different personnal and i just want my simple and blur natasha back."
Her heart sank.
[She bursted into tears...]
She bursted into tears,
She cried:"You only claim you don't feel loved today, how about me?"
She continued:"I've been not feeling loved on and off for 3 weeks and today is the 4th weeks. How about me?How about me?and all of a sudden you have someone who give you hugs and kisses literally...How do i feel?you say you're predictable, but do you know the most predictable thing about you is you are unpredictable??"
She break down totally...
[He was shocked...]
He was shocked to heard that from her,
Hugs and kisses?
Who?
When?
He have been behaving himself lately,
He made a promise, never to disappoint her.
But who is so evil??
To seap sow between them??
He loves her so much,
But why is she feeling this way?
Did he really fail to shower her enought love?
[The moment...]
He hugged her tight,
He kissed her hand,
He said:"I love you for being silly and blur, i love you for who you are,and i'm soooo going to find out who is that evil person."
[It was an misunderstanding...]
He later found out,
It's one of his fans,
Who adore him,
And he made himself very clear to that fan of his.
He has got a girlfriend.
[It doesn't matter...]
She loves him.
He loves her.
That's all that matter.=)
It was 7 in the morning,
She took a final look at her pup,
Tears filled her eyes,
Two years...and today is their last day together,
She took him out for their final walk...,
She is going to miss every single walk she had with him in the park.,
Upon reaching home,
She just lay on her bed,
With her pup beside her,
She soon get lost in her own world..
[At 8.55am...]
He texted her,
Asking if she wanted to have her breakfast,
She replied a no.
He reach around 9.30am,
She's glad to see him..
But she's lost and confuse...
She do not know how to react...
Can she cried?
Will he get irritated?
She wanted very much to just hug him and kiss him,
But somehow...
It just doesn't feel right..
[He's tired...]
His intinial intension was just to accompany her in the morning,
Send her to work,
And go home.
But she choose to take her off,
It has been a long time...
They last went out and date properly as couple..
It doesn't feel right..
But "Today is the only day i can have him all by myself", and so she thought.
[She ruined the day...]
She thought she's ok,
But she's not...
She didn't realise, she was living in her onw world the whole day.
Thus he doesn't feel loved.
He told her:"I'm sorry but i don't feel loved today"
She looked into his eyes,
Tears filled up her eyes,
He continued:"Maybe i worreid too much, but it seen to me you have this liking for girls."
Her heart shattered.
He then said:"I don't know who is the real you anymore, you have so many different personnal and i just want my simple and blur natasha back."
Her heart sank.
[She bursted into tears...]
She bursted into tears,
She cried:"You only claim you don't feel loved today, how about me?"
She continued:"I've been not feeling loved on and off for 3 weeks and today is the 4th weeks. How about me?How about me?and all of a sudden you have someone who give you hugs and kisses literally...How do i feel?you say you're predictable, but do you know the most predictable thing about you is you are unpredictable??"
She break down totally...
[He was shocked...]
He was shocked to heard that from her,
Hugs and kisses?
Who?
When?
He have been behaving himself lately,
He made a promise, never to disappoint her.
But who is so evil??
To seap sow between them??
He loves her so much,
But why is she feeling this way?
Did he really fail to shower her enought love?
[The moment...]
He hugged her tight,
He kissed her hand,
He said:"I love you for being silly and blur, i love you for who you are,and i'm soooo going to find out who is that evil person."
[It was an misunderstanding...]
He later found out,
It's one of his fans,
Who adore him,
And he made himself very clear to that fan of his.
He has got a girlfriend.
[It doesn't matter...]
She loves him.
He loves her.
That's all that matter.=)
Sunday, June 17, 2007
some anonymous person sended me an email contain this link today~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?search=&mode=related&v=s52EidqcwWo
hmm...guys it might look lky porn but it's not,it's a vid of a guy cheating on his gf and got found out~
It's in spanish and the guy was screaming at his gf, den ask for forgivness and kp shouting "i love u" how disposable have these 3 words become?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?search=&mode=related&v=s52EidqcwWo
hmm...guys it might look lky porn but it's not,it's a vid of a guy cheating on his gf and got found out~
It's in spanish and the guy was screaming at his gf, den ask for forgivness and kp shouting "i love u" how disposable have these 3 words become?
[It's all about the moment...]
[It's all about the moment...]
She needed him to be there for him badly,
She is emotionally drain from her family,
She is mentally drain from her work,
She text him, "i hope i can be selfsih enough to grab a few hours from you, i yearn for your hug."
He replied,"go home dear, you are tired...rest well..hugs.."
She wanted to go home, but was being scream at when she called home.
Upset and Lost, she decide she need sometime to think over everything,
She wonder, why she can't get any of her close and loves one to be there for her when she need 1.
Then, she recieve a message.
"Beep"
A message from him!
He told her, he had just end his competition and ask her where is she.
She stare at the phone and wonder what to reply for god know how long.
And he text her again, "are you sleeping dear?"
She stare at the phone again, and press the button on her phone and text, "I'm at mac, stoning at my work area."
He replied,"You're going back to your depression again love...go home..."
After a few messages,
He texted her, "You can kid me but not yourself, you want to see me, and i'm now here for you. go home dear"
She took a cab home.
She wonder to herself, "how am i going to look i 'm ok?
What am i going to say to him upon seeing him, will he scold me?
is he getting annoyed with me?
i've been giving him so much problems and troubles, is he going to look at me like a xiao mei mei again?
i don't wanna go back to the past and let him think i'm a xiao mei mei...i know i've grown alot..but i'm just sad..i need him to be there for me...that's all...but am i being selfish?
he has his own work and life outside, will this take up his time?
is he going to hate me? does he still love me as much as before? "
All these thoughts came keep pouring into her mind.
The moment she alight from the cab,
She saw him.
He had been waiting for her at her void deck for hours.
she walk up to him,
she mumble "Hi"
He look at her and give her a "i don't know how to comfort you but i'm here" weak smile.
He pull her to him and hug her tight.
She cried.
He kiss her hair.
She cried.
He hold her hand.
She cried.
He just let her cry.
She is touched,
He came all the way down for her,
She loves him.
He's everything to her.
He loves her.
How much?
It doesn't matter
He loves her.
They need a retreat.
[It's all about the moment...]
She needed him to be there for him badly,
She is emotionally drain from her family,
She is mentally drain from her work,
She text him, "i hope i can be selfsih enough to grab a few hours from you, i yearn for your hug."
He replied,"go home dear, you are tired...rest well..hugs.."
She wanted to go home, but was being scream at when she called home.
Upset and Lost, she decide she need sometime to think over everything,
She wonder, why she can't get any of her close and loves one to be there for her when she need 1.
Then, she recieve a message.
"Beep"
A message from him!
He told her, he had just end his competition and ask her where is she.
She stare at the phone and wonder what to reply for god know how long.
And he text her again, "are you sleeping dear?"
She stare at the phone again, and press the button on her phone and text, "I'm at mac, stoning at my work area."
He replied,"You're going back to your depression again love...go home..."
After a few messages,
He texted her, "You can kid me but not yourself, you want to see me, and i'm now here for you. go home dear"
She took a cab home.
She wonder to herself, "how am i going to look i 'm ok?
What am i going to say to him upon seeing him, will he scold me?
is he getting annoyed with me?
i've been giving him so much problems and troubles, is he going to look at me like a xiao mei mei again?
i don't wanna go back to the past and let him think i'm a xiao mei mei...i know i've grown alot..but i'm just sad..i need him to be there for me...that's all...but am i being selfish?
he has his own work and life outside, will this take up his time?
is he going to hate me? does he still love me as much as before? "
All these thoughts came keep pouring into her mind.
The moment she alight from the cab,
She saw him.
He had been waiting for her at her void deck for hours.
she walk up to him,
she mumble "Hi"
He look at her and give her a "i don't know how to comfort you but i'm here" weak smile.
He pull her to him and hug her tight.
She cried.
He kiss her hair.
She cried.
He hold her hand.
She cried.
He just let her cry.
She is touched,
He came all the way down for her,
She loves him.
He's everything to her.
He loves her.
How much?
It doesn't matter
He loves her.
They need a retreat.
[It's all about the moment...]
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Friday, June 15, 2007
i can be so selfish sometimes...
anyway...when i reach hm today...
happy to see fifi for another few more days b4 giving him away...
sad cuz he will be away soon...
greet mum when i came home but she choose to ignore me...
den she purposely pick a fight with dad...
den start to shout n scream...
this is the kinda home i dread to go back...
how diff is it?
to have a happy family?
to have supportive mum who is not superstitious?
dear all...pls lemme know if u guys need any part timer...
i jz wanna find another job to kp myself bz...
so i wont think so much when i'm alone..
n when i'm home i'll jz slp...
how diff is it to be happy?
hmm...was talking to a co-worker of mine today..
she told me she is migrating to canada=)
a great place to be=) good benefits from the country n all...
tats where i wanna retire=)
how abt u dear?
anyway...when i reach hm today...
happy to see fifi for another few more days b4 giving him away...
sad cuz he will be away soon...
greet mum when i came home but she choose to ignore me...
den she purposely pick a fight with dad...
den start to shout n scream...
this is the kinda home i dread to go back...
how diff is it?
to have a happy family?
to have supportive mum who is not superstitious?
dear all...pls lemme know if u guys need any part timer...
i jz wanna find another job to kp myself bz...
so i wont think so much when i'm alone..
n when i'm home i'll jz slp...
how diff is it to be happy?
hmm...was talking to a co-worker of mine today..
she told me she is migrating to canada=)
a great place to be=) good benefits from the country n all...
tats where i wanna retire=)
how abt u dear?
[It's just a pet...n so she say...]
i'm trying to be strong...i'm trying very very hard not to cry...
but somehow...tears still found their way...
my only companion thru my lonely nights is gone...
no more fifi..no more barking..no more playful winky game...
the pain...is...unbearable yet bearable...
unbearable becuz i can't believe my mum have to push me to such an extent...
just becuz of wat a stupid fortuneteller say...
bearable becuz..i knw i have to live with it...
cuz it's her house afterall..n i have no say at all...
[It's just a pet...n so she say...]
i'm trying to be strong...i'm trying very very hard not to cry...
but somehow...tears still found their way...
my only companion thru my lonely nights is gone...
no more fifi..no more barking..no more playful winky game...
the pain...is...unbearable yet bearable...
unbearable becuz i can't believe my mum have to push me to such an extent...
just becuz of wat a stupid fortuneteller say...
bearable becuz..i knw i have to live with it...
cuz it's her house afterall..n i have no say at all...
[It's just a pet...n so she say...]
i was really bore at work and so i read up ur blog starting from june 2004.
i teared...yes i teared while reading ur past entries...
i understand why you dun like me to do silly thing like"remove ur top" last nite...
u were being tramatized...n impression wise...i understand now...
i understand why, you wan me to grow up and yet dun wan me to grow up...
you just wan a simple relationship=)a honest n simple relationship
i understand why, you dun wan me to expect too much...
you are just protecting me...
i understand why, you dun wanna promise me forever and likewise dun wan me to promise u forever...
you afraid that you might hurt me badly or one day i might hurt you badly too...
i understand it all now dear...
but i jz wanna love you and pamper you..like u've never been love b4...
let me try to slowly remove those unwanted stain from you past ok?
hugs...i want to lay and slp in ur arm, under the star, on the bed, on the sofa, in the train, on the bus, on a cruise...and u will just kiss my forehead and tell me you love me...hug me tight...snuggle me...and make love to me...the sweetest love ever...=)
hugs...my mum jz called...she's going to give fifi away now...while i'm at home...was sad..den suddenly numb...it's like how u miss orange dear...it's the same feeling ba..he was there for me when i have my depression..but mum kp emphasising that it's only a pet...hugs...
that's also one of the reason why i wanna take up breaking...
after fifi is rehome...i'll have to be home alone...with nobody to listen to me rant...
breaking is good i guess...i'll be super tired after breaking...go home just slp...
at least i can still get to see you train=)
i'm not learning to break so i can see u train dear=)
it's just something i wanna learn for myself=)
hugs...
i love you dear...
lemme knw how you feel or think in future=)
i might not ba able to help...but i'm here for u..dun keep everything to urself=)
n i dun need expensive ear-ring or flowers=)
i jz need u=)
i teared...yes i teared while reading ur past entries...
i understand why you dun like me to do silly thing like"remove ur top" last nite...
u were being tramatized...n impression wise...i understand now...
i understand why, you wan me to grow up and yet dun wan me to grow up...
you just wan a simple relationship=)a honest n simple relationship
i understand why, you dun wan me to expect too much...
you are just protecting me...
i understand why, you dun wanna promise me forever and likewise dun wan me to promise u forever...
you afraid that you might hurt me badly or one day i might hurt you badly too...
i understand it all now dear...
but i jz wanna love you and pamper you..like u've never been love b4...
let me try to slowly remove those unwanted stain from you past ok?
hugs...i want to lay and slp in ur arm, under the star, on the bed, on the sofa, in the train, on the bus, on a cruise...and u will just kiss my forehead and tell me you love me...hug me tight...snuggle me...and make love to me...the sweetest love ever...=)
hugs...my mum jz called...she's going to give fifi away now...while i'm at home...was sad..den suddenly numb...it's like how u miss orange dear...it's the same feeling ba..he was there for me when i have my depression..but mum kp emphasising that it's only a pet...hugs...
that's also one of the reason why i wanna take up breaking...
after fifi is rehome...i'll have to be home alone...with nobody to listen to me rant...
breaking is good i guess...i'll be super tired after breaking...go home just slp...
at least i can still get to see you train=)
i'm not learning to break so i can see u train dear=)
it's just something i wanna learn for myself=)
hugs...
i love you dear...
lemme knw how you feel or think in future=)
i might not ba able to help...but i'm here for u..dun keep everything to urself=)
n i dun need expensive ear-ring or flowers=)
i jz need u=)
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