finally...m home to catch my breathe...
had a wonderful times with my girls today=)
thanks for the lovely spa surprise girls^^!!!!
m really touch=) huggies to all of u!!!!

i'm sooooooooooooooooo going to lodge a compalin to LG management!!!
Bad BAd BAD CUSTOMER SERVIES!!!!! not going to talk much about this...will draft the complaint letter later follow by a call...I DUN FREAKING CARE IF I'M GIVEN A 5% DISCOUNT BUT THAT IS CERTAINLY NO WAY TO TALK TO YOUR CUSTOMER!!!!!!!!I DUN MIND PAYING MORE IF I M GIVE GOOD CUSTOMER SERVICES AT LEAST I'M HAPPY

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.........ENUFF OF THAT........

gonna meet up with xiao hui later n his bf=) den bbox session with charles!!!YEAH!!!!

i took a bus and it bypass my workplace...

n i have the sudden urge to go back n work...is that passion, is that the urge and crave and greed for recongnition and position or is that burying myself with all the work with hidden agenda that my sub-con is acting up and even me myself isnt sure of?

but whatever it is, i'm very happy working in this company=) lunch appt with my ceo this coming monday=), pples are starting to bootlick, apple polish me...haha...how pathic right?super hypo...but what to do? in order to survive in such a political company you jz got to knw where to seek shelter from and where to shun away...well enuff of company...

30 may is my 1st collab with charles...kinda nervous...esply management will be there to see our performances...hope i wont disappoint charles...he's such a gd bboxer...

lastly...i wanna apologise for what my girls and i had did and said to u...
but...they r like u...overly protective about me thus showing their anger n all in you...i'm really sorry...i didn't know they will react so "dramarama" and neither did i knw they read my dairy...

maybe we each have some hidden expectation from 1 another but we dont feel or see it as that way and we just assume and presume it's normal or jz categ it under"these are the thing you should do" category...maybe it's because of the lack of good communcation between us that lead us going round and round in circles, ending up confuse lost upset worried insecured and fustrated...

i knw if i say gimme time to learn u would say, but for hw long?i dun have much time dear...

so, let jz be happy with what we have now ba=), thou we each have some expectation from each other, let's jz try to settle for the less but the best shall we?=)

n i'm not having the comcept "if i change to become someone stronger, dad n u wil love me more"=). no i'm not=) in fact...after working in this company... i truly realise changes to become stronger is needed=) only the strongest survive, right now...all i got to do is the find the pivot to balance work, family and u=)

hugs...i don't is there any insercurities in you after last night what the girls told you, or what kinda damange the conversaton last night had already done.

but i jz wan you to knw, i've nv ever regret being your girl nor m i loving you less...

lets' jz go with the flow n see where it will lead us ba=)

i love you and i still do=)

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to peiwen=) hugs thanks for that long preaching session...
*ouch!!* ear pain=)
but thanks for making me feel better=)

finally!! tmr n sunday is my off day=)
i miss the beach, the miss the sun, i miss the little picnic we had, most importantly...i miss u=)
well...enuff of this lovey dovey mushy stuff=)

gonna have a tea appt with my ceo later=) it could be a jz tea appt, a tea appt with hidden agenda or watever but m prepare for the best and also the worst=)

this is going to be politics....cuz words spread ard fast...

i'm in this comapny for hardly a week...today is my 6 day and my ceo is already asking me out for tea...those who had work for months...doesnt get this chance...well...they either gonna hate me or play politics too n pretend to love me~oh well...thats wat happen when u r in a big company....v.political...n my manager in charge is not aware that my ceo is aking me out for tea appt and she's not being really "like" by my ceo...hmmm...i'm playing with fire...gonna be real...careful but the good thing is my manager is not ard today^^ lol but still...gonna do something abt it...i dun wan my other col to pass the word ard to her n it became so damn twisted...

anyway i'm looking for part timers...anybody interested???

this is my work email add: michelleq@mindchamps.org

one more week to boty two more week to sg championship=) work hard train hard and take care love^^ hugs

it has been a long long long long time...
i would come back home singing to myself n happily share my day with my family=)
i really love my job to the extend i find each and every task like a challenge to overcome^^
and it feel so good when my managers and all reckon my hardwork and really appreciate me=)
the last time i have the drive to work everyday and find it interesting was when i was working with skateline and skatesports...
n now=) i'm truly happy=)i'm so looking forward to work everyday!!!

hmmm....i need to save $$ n go exe...hmmm...i have a few choice...

BBLSS-> but my instructor have a very tight and pack schedule...dun think he can fit me in...i dun wan a stress instructor either...so maybe when he's in a better mood ba~

AMORE--> hmmm...nice..near my house...but not all place have gym facilities...but muz die die sign a 3mth pkg...n it's ard 300+...can consider thou...

CALIFORNIA--> nice...big gym..nice big steam room...provide everything...yes frm facial foam. moisturial to shampoo n all...6 week for $20 only...worth considering too...but distance wise...hmmm gonna think twice...

hmmm..i think i gonna write a letter to singtel and complain about their service...THEY KP FREAKING REPEAT SENDING MY SMSES!! oh well tat was the feedback i recieve...i kp sending the same smes...i hope they will look into that..cuz it's not nice to let pple ard me think i have alot of money kp repeat send my smses.

looking forward this sat^^ sending my phone to repair in the morning, follow by a lazy breakfast n walk along holland v or rochester park with my dog den rest at home den maybe at nite if i have nothing i'll meet my girls for chit chatting n bitching session^^

=) gonna sell off my clothes!!!who interested!!!all branded n brand new!!!!!call or sms to fix appt!!!!!

=) it's funny, all my cols came running to me and ask:"are you from aussie?u have the aussie accent"

so dear all...no..i'm not frm aussie neither m i a aussie...

i jz tends to slang alot tats all lol...

woot!!!So bz with work!! lol but m so happy to be kept busy=)
after my meeting today, i went for a quick lunch follow by a very good body massage=)
Feel so relax after which=) it's a cosy small corner and my massue was kind enuff to let me slp thru out the whole session w/o pestering me to buy any product from them=) m thankful lol!!!

hmmm...gonna upload my pic later^^ i like my dress today^^ very nice^^ hehehehe

oh well going back to work now^^

HUGGIES TO ALL!!!!!

muackz=)

i jz wanna say...

it feels gd to be appreciated by my cols and all=)

n i'm learning new thing everyday=)

i've a goal now n i'm working towards my goal.

so dear friends...

r u working towards ur goal too?

乌龟精神和力量大

乌龟精神和力量大!!!

^^ i'm reading 2 books now.
1) how to be the employee your company cant live without
2) how to talk to anyone

=) i really love my job^^
challenging and all^^ so ahppy^^ hugs!!!!

wow...have been a long time since i last blog...
so many things to do so little time...
hmm...love the company i'm working for right now...
they make me feel important and significant=)
and i really feel appreciated=)
this might be a "not so high pay job"but i'm really comfortable and i can see myself advancing and learning alot of things along the way.

i'm learning to turn all my negative feelings to positive...but it aint ez...
so many things to learn....so little time...

These are what my famlies n friends had told me yesterday
Dadi: if someone love you, he love you for who you are and learn to love your flaw and see them as a opportunity. Do not Stay and love the person becuz u have but,,,but do it becuz u wan to.

Sis: sometimes ignorance is bliss and curiousity kills the cat,Although it maybe true that Que sera sera, whatever will be will be, for the future is not ours to see,yet the future i know is ours to make if you fail to plan you plan to fail but...the more you plan the bigger your disaapointment...kinda contridicting rite?

mum: Family, work n love has nv been ez to cope...and it takes 2 hand to clap. no matter how hard you work...jz make sure you are being recongise...n earn the recongintion, and if they dun notice it, tell them you r making the effort.

Catherine: jz be yourself. if u're blur, weak n all, den so be it. if u r strong, macho and all so be it. jz be yourself and god have everything plan put for u.

hmm...dear all, =) i'm learning to be more me and more independant n smarter, but at the same time...i'll have some insecurities issues....but pls bear with me...it take time=) but thanks to all of you too for standing by my side n really appreciate me.

lastly...i love u dear...n try to love me for who i am.

i hate blogspot...have so many pics i wanna upload...yet cant upload...blogspot sux...
hmm...went for an interview at Mind Champs today=)
2 long hr if interview...gosh....they ask everything soooooooooooooooooooooooooo detail...lucky i've been trained this few weeks recently to say everything in detail...so now i'm being recruited at mind champs=)
great working environment=) i like the place n all...
both the bosses who interviewed me n i will be working under...gish...
they are so so so straight forward anddetail and they have their own principles n all..
i mean...they are very very very like u...hmm...anything they have in doubts, not happy or watever they will jz voice out...n they have alot of creative thinking meeting=)

well...they also say there is a little bit of politics everywhere...so ya...i hope i will learn=)
tmr morning talk, i'm feeling confident=)i hope i wont disappoint myself=)

been reading a book by john gray recently title: how to get what ypu want and want what you have.

i've learn alot both from hun n the book and the events that had been happening recently...=)

well...for now i shall take a pinch of salt in everything n try to love myelf more^^ hugs

hun, lets try to mmet up or maybe spent a few hours with each other onces a week, shall we?=)
i miss u too

i hate blogspot...have so many pics i wanna upload...yet cant upload...blogspot sux...
hmm...went for an interview at Mind Champs today=)
2 long hr if interview...gosh....they ask everything soooooooooooooooooooooooooo detail...lucky i've been trained this few weeks recently to say everything in detail...so now i'm being recruited at mind champs=)
great working environment=) i like the place n all...
both the bosses who interviewed me n i will be working under...gish...
they are so so so straight forward anddetail and they have their own principles n all..
i mean...they are very very very like u...hmm...anything they have in doubts, not happy or watever they will jz voice out...n they have alot of creative thinking meeting=)

well...they also say there is a little bit of politics everywhere...so ya...i hope i will learn=)
tmr morning talk, i'm feeling confident=)i hope i wont disappoint myself=)

been reading a book by john gray recently title: how to get what ypu want and want what you have.

i've learn alot both from hun n the book and the events that had been happening recently...=)

well...for now i shall take a pinch of salt in everything n try to love myelf more^^ hugs

hun, lets try to mmet up or maybe spent a few hours with each other onces a week, shall we?=)
i miss u too

i really cant believe how silly i can be at times...or should i say most of the time...
really feel lky slapping myself...
i m jz so plain silly....

wew....finally my voice is coming back=)
hmmm...wendy from mind champs jz called me...tmr 530 2nd round of interview...
this time the big boss wanna see how i handle the kids...
oh well...god bless...i hope i'll do jz fine...>.<
cant wait for tmr!!!! i hope my voice come back fully by tmr....wed is my big day i dun wanna sound muffled...

well...ok so i didnt manage to go to my fav library to return my book...
was stuck at home trying to simplyfied my presentation so i end up spent the whole afternoon doing it...ah!!!!this better work!!!
5 steps to personal success-:
1Identify and take responsibilities for your own actions.
2Set your intention.
3Get what you need.
4Get what you want.
5Overcoming obstacles.

a very short ppt, i estimate this should take about 20mins

ok so this is how i will start, after my teacher intro me...with all the chievement i have n stuff den
i'll say this: hey thks mdm tay!! haha actually i'm not as great as what your teacher describe=), well like all of you who are sitting here now, i was onces in ur position hoping for the boring presentation to get over and done with, but hey!! who knows, i might jz change your life today like this*den i snap my finger* den i pause and smile n look ard and say hey!!come on applause pls--> i think the students will find me super lame...BUT WHO CARES!!!ok ok i care la...any better suggestion?

den i'll say before my presentation i have 2 vid clips to show you guys, 1 of it is my winning ibm women championship vid and another is a interview for channels newsasia.

afterwhich i will say:"lol so how you find the vid? does it inspire you?"well i should expect a big NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, den i shall say:"no? hmmm....why not?let me see...ya that boy over there, haha i saw u shouting a big nooooo just now, why are you not inspire by it?hahaha ok come i have a quest for u, tell me what do you wanna be in 5 yrs dwn the rd?" ok so he will either kp quiet or gimme some lame answer, den what should i do?

den i will pick up a few ramdon students to answer the same question n afterwhich i would say :"for those who know who and what you wanna be in times to come, remember today, take down the date and make sure you guys reach the target and 5 yrs later look back and you will be surprise how much you have learn n achieve"

for those who dunno what u wanna be in times to come...DUN WORRY!!! i'm going to show u this ppt and it's only 5 steps to personal success=)

den i show them the ppt blan blah blah den finally finish!!! a big thank u and i'll sAY "for those who have any questions for me pls feel free to come and look for me after this =)"

n yeah!!!i'm done...god...i jz hope i wont go like erm.....den....den.....hmmm......=/ jia you michelle....

today samba class is quite fun^^ learn abouut of thing..
was made to stand in front of the mirror to correct my body posture...=)yes like wat u say previously, small gesture + small gesture adds up to big gesture...so i'm trying to chnage so i can look more confident and all...

had retail therapy today=) got myself a very very very very very very beautiful corset^^
n i think i look realy gorgeous in it=)maybe i'll take a pic n upload here..but den again..i dun think i will...lol TEASER!!!ok..i'm bored...

hmmm...kristy and peiwen had jz came back from their oversea trip, wanna ask me out to mos this coming wed...i'm still thinking over if i should go...pros n cons....well...we shall see...

GOOD NEWS!!!
i've recieved an email from esplanade youth group!!! after reading my email to them about charles and me bboxing^^ they r intending to put us in the programm list!!!!!!!!more EXPOSURE!!!!!!!!!^^ so 3o may will be our big day cuz alot pples will be coming dwn to take a look and our "future" really depend on it!!! so from today onwards only soup base food for me!!!!=)

so....CHARLES LETS JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm...i can be really long winded at time..no no no actually is most of the times..i'm long winded...=/, n i'm really slow at hint...as in even if i got the hint..if i wanna knw the answer, i'll jz continue to ask...good?bad?well i dunno...some says its good cuz i wont have doubts, most say bad cuz i'll irritate pple...oh well i cant please everybody=) so i'm sorry if i've irritate u hun=)and eveyone else

my resolution: be more independant-->finacially n mentally, less sticky, learn to observe pple action n tones more and be healthier n happier=)

but somehow i wish u were right beside me watching me dance today...

good nite all=)
imudar

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this is how i will dance if i ever go to a club^^
i've been wanting to go to some club and really dance and enjoy (this is jz a spur of a moment thingy, so dun worry i wont jz go with any "friends")
been practising some moves at home:P i think i look really good lol
cant wait for the next bbox BATTLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha nice...i knw excatly wat to bbox this time!!=)